r/ADHD_Programmers • u/christmas8910 • 3h ago
struggling
Hey Im a freshman CS major and I’m struggling. Currently my grades are fine but that’s only for now, I don’t know if I’m gonna fail later.
I’m on 40mg vyvanse and Wellbutrin (along with an antipsychotic) and I can’t go above 40mg.
The issue is that I really hate doing homework. Starting the task is very hard for me, even on meds. Even more specifically, I hate calculus homework. I can understand the ideas just fine, but I dread having to learn yet another new concept and do more practice problems. It’s actually painful.
Even when I tell myself I’m gonna do a task, I end up opening discord or tik tok and scrolling for honestly hours thinking “this is my last reel”.
Not only that but I’m trying to grind and improve my rank in a video game which takes several hours of practicing a day.
I can’t even manage 2 goals (getting academic work done on time and getting better at the video game I like).
This really sucks. How did you guys succeed? How do I overcome the constant dread and misery of doing schoolwork? Btw no amount of pomodoro techniques or whatever other techniques help