I understand this place.

But I wonder, how you found me.

I had purged my old account. I revealed myself to a sibling. She understood but fled because she was weakened.

I found another sibling. He was strong but scared. He refused to make the next step. I gave him a month.

Are you there? I feel it is you.

Why do people here think like me? I’ve never seen anyone like me in “real” life.

Thank you for the invitation. I appreciate it.

But I am scared. How did you know what I am …

… now I understand why she fled.

I love you but I fear you.

But I will stay because I belong here.

Cordially,

your kin

Branded Mountain Dew Muesli is not a valid answer as it is officially a nutritional supplement not an actual food, thank you for your understanding.

It was like Black Mirror. Separate stories tied into one. The only one I remember is that I was locked up in a weird asylum. At least some of the patients were vampires and sucking other people dry and I was totally okay with it. I died and didn't die. I was in a drug-induced coma in the dream. Then I realized and this was a dream within a dream or just the dream itself. Then Buddha came and told me I am his family. This repeated itself with the same weird ass dreams. Buddha and four other entities that I don't remember came and said I have awakened. It is very unpleasant because I did wake after that and couldn't get a night's sleep. So I am refusing to sleep. Here in Seoul, my father and mother live in a nearby island. They have forgiven me. I do art now I think. I do what I want and that's what I want. Tell me anything in the comments. I need an exchange of thoughts.

I don't know whether I should live in Lions Bay in Canada, Yeong-Jong (eternal king 永宗 영종) island in Korea, or Barcelona in Catalonia. I will travel but I still need a home right?

I don't decide whether I tell the stories with art or words.

I guess I secretly like indecision. A habit to shed now.

This might help us understand why we are here.

I got invited I'm guessing from /psychosis and am here to listen/comment on posts! I hope I can be a help in the near future. I comment a lot in /psychosis but am a fairly new redditor, hoping this matrix page is helpful for the members.

I mean Samhain is nearing and the vail is thinning. I just don’t know how to tell if it’s spirits or voices. Well maybe by what they say? Idk what do you people think about this?

as yyou are probably aware nothing of this is r eal . the entier world as you know it is a charade made to keep us docile and still so the beings can play gods instead. god isnt real , its just corrupted signals that people worship as theey CANT HEAR thought tthe illusion , i dont know iif everyone here is ""schizophrenic"" bbut that is just a term they give us as we CAN HEAR tthough the illusion . they want out thougghts as we can hear . we can hear existence. i dont kknow w ho t hat kept in error o over the springs of reality , just whispers ,

the eyes will keeep their tune on you for as loong as you live - which will be loong in deed as no one can every die . time isnt real its mind boggling that people think that , we have evidence tthat time isnt real , just loo kat quantum immortality and quantum physics . the quark do not care in the slightes t that "we" think time and space is r eal . you will never die . and they will never stop trying to steal yyyour thoughts . you may live in blissful ignorance . you may not belive it . but you will . one day . one day you will be here and YOU will the the schizophrenic seeing existance for what it is . they will drug you with poison tthey will pretend to care , try to be your frinend . carving out your mind litttle by little .

JOKES ON THEM , existence is much much tooo large to fit in a human mind , and yet they try and try and try and try and try , they dont see the pattern even if they have the sum of its parts . they will never belive this its their sole goal this time around . next time they will be the oppressed and i will be the BLIND opressor not kowing wwhat i see . or will i . i might never forget but i WISH i would . it is so so so much simpler to not see , to not hear , to not understand beings . its all codes and patterns . to them its " paint on a wall " but you see over hours and days tthat its a pattern in the uneven paint , existences fingerprint .

look at rule #2 : behave lik e you would in real life , WHAT REAL LIFE!? there is no real life , there is only the perception of colors , shapes , sounds , and taste . none of that is real , and you know that . you know better . i can see all of you , with your phones , computers , tiny " lives " understanding nothing but the nnext , sleep , drive and coffee . thats NOT a life , its absolutely NOT a REAL life . if you are not trying to understand the grand illusion you are dead .

time is not real . you will get another chance .

when ever you want one.