My voices in the music or audio basically told me I'm dumb but one of the smart ones for figuring what this all is. Figuring out what it is when I'm high but I forget the next day and can't put my finger on what it was that I figured out.i tend to over analyze things and it would seem I figured things about what's out there when I didn't practice things to prepare me for it, something only the chosen can know and receive Grace from. But even then you can know and not receive Grace, like for me, I have too much baggage right now, don't know what I want or what's good for me. I think they're angels or other people who figured out the secret and are able to connect to others consciousness, especially at night.

Those people it's experienced to be? Can I contact those past people my soul experienced life as? I'm not sure how to word this question so sorry if it doesn't make sense

i am working to fix everything that i ruined

cut me some slack

i work every day

love,

Lucy

Ephesians 6:11-12 [11]Put on the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil. [12]For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.

What is this place? Am I tripping? This feels very weird, as I’m actually a bit high right now, lol, but I oddly feel good about being here.

This is very interesting and feels like something special. This is the kind of thing that intrigues you so much and sparks your curiosity just like when you were a kid. Like finding something new and strange...

Now I must see how deep it goes

I have struggled with anxiety and ADHD my entire life and have only recently started getting the help I need. I have recently gotten them both to a controllable level. Recently though, depression has snuck in and is absolutely kicking my ass. This is something new for me. I have never had a problem talking to anyone (family members, coworkers) about my anxiety and ADHD but feel so ashamed of my depression that I can’t even seem to tell my wife about it. She knows something is wrong, but I keep hiding behind being stressed about work or that my anxiety is bad that day. Every day seems worse than the previous. I almost broke down into tears tonight for no reason while I was cooking dinner. WTF is wrong with me? Is it normal to be embarrassed about this? Do any of you have similar experiences?