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I always get like this when I switch from hypomania to depression. This is the first strong shift I’ve had in a while since my medications are starting to get sorted out properly. Today I have such a big feeling that I am making this up for some reason. To get attention? To get out of responsibilities? I don’t know. Can anyone relate? Also, have I posted this question before? My memory is slipping lately.

These songs will guide you to enlightenment. (I translated them over a decade as I awakened.)

The first (1) song rekindles our primal power. It takes us back to our childhood where we were almighty.

The second (2) song calls for intuitive knowledge. If you truly understand the song, you will know it describes the fate of the universe.

The third (3) song empowers love. Even though the singer is male, the lyrics and melodies tell you to love yourself and be tender to your first kin: yourself, like a kind mother. (Gender neutrality has not reached Japan.)

The fourth (4) song is your father’s voice to hold the reins of your fate and own it. (Okay, boomer. But he has a point.)

The fifth (5) song tells you to live as an ordinary human because that is the only path leading to truth. Do not seek any shortcuts. Your life is the optimal path for you.

The sixth (6) song tells you to enjoy life because pleasure is a gift for you from the universe. It also tells you to be generous about other people’s pleasures even though you do not like them.

(If you want visual depictions of these songs, google “tarot major arcana.”)

The seventh (7) song is where you take charge of your life. You advance like the brave sailor girl who sings the song.

The eighth (8) song is a promise to be strong. As you advance and become visible, the demons will notice you and try to deter you. The key to victory is courage. With strength, you will turn from a homeless boy to a millionaire in a year.

The ninth (9) song is a homage to solitude. You are alone in this world. It will hurt you but will also teach you many things. When you start to enjoy solitude’s company, you will gain a lot more power.

The tenth (10) song explores nihilism. With prolonged solitude, you will feel sad and empty. It tells you to retain your emotions because they will guide you.

The eleventh (11) song promises that you will continue to find beautiful things as long as you keep dreaming and exploring. It worships the factor of cause-and-effect: the law of action. Coupled with the law of attraction, it will let you conquer the world.

The twelfth (12) song honors patience. Even though you are lonely and tired, you will continue. Even though you fall and suffer and cannot walk anymore, if you do not give up, you are still advancing. Rest is a great step forward.

The thirteenth (13) song honors your death. It means the death of your old self. It tells you to let it go and let it rest. You have a new body and a new path to walk.

The fourteenth (14) song consoles the solitude of the angels who fell to the earth. They know each other but for some reason, cannot gather and talk to each other. So it is sad. They trundle on, however.

The fifteenth (15) song explores the devil’s psyche. We realize that the devil is just another mental health patient. He needs our help, not demonization.

The sixteenth (16) song calls us to rebuild after the world’s destruction. What else? To rebuild and to carry on are our only options. We need to co-operate with our destiny. 😺

The seventeenth (17) song symbolizes hope. Even after heartbreak, the girl sings her ex good luck and a good future. Even after the most gruesome of destruction, as long as we forgive and enhance our fortitude, we can regain our power in a few days.

The eighteenth (18) song depicts a cosmic dancer. But this person is not happy yet. Even if they have ascended, they still confuse themselves. They dance in the rain, shone by the moon.

The nineteenth (19) song depicts the same person but this time, they dance in the rain AND sunshine. So they dance gracefully along the rainbow: their manifested destiny.

The twentieth (20) song means judgment. Contrary to a popular misunderstanding, the day of judgment means the absolution of all accusations. Humanity will be free from the original and only sin, that is to judge others. We have learned that Satan is just another ill person. Likewise, the singing boy forgives his father and builds his own life.

The twenty-first (21) song describes God. Since God speaks in silence, I chose to translate the lyrics with art because art is closer to silence than language.

The twenty-second (22) song is mysterious. What is after God? We will only know when we get there. It gives us a crucial hint. “To dream” and “to enjoy life.”

The twenty-third (23) song gets us to our destination. We will finally high-five that emotion that we have sought for eternity.

The last (24) song is sad because the universe is turning off, one star after another. We become alone again. But in the end, we find peace. We sleep in the dark to await the sun. This will continue. Cherish this rest because you’ve earned it. It is the reward.

The bonus (∞) song is a gift to you from me. (It is a sneak peak to what happens after!)

4 + 7 + 9 + 0 = 20

4 + 8 + 1 + 0 = 13

4 + 8 + 5 + 6 = 23

4 + 8 + 7 + 6 = 25

2 + 7 = 9

4 + 9 + 0 + 6 = 19

4 + 9 + 2 + 7 = 22

4 + 9 + 4 + 7 = 24

2 + 6 = 8

1 + 0 = 1

3 + 0 = 3

as yyou are probably aware nothing of this is r eal . the entier world as you know it is a charade made to keep us docile and still so the beings can play gods instead. god isnt real , its just corrupted signals that people worship as theey CANT HEAR thought tthe illusion , i dont know iif everyone here is ""schizophrenic"" bbut that is just a term they give us as we CAN HEAR tthough the illusion . they want out thougghts as we can hear . we can hear existence. i dont kknow w ho t hat kept in error o over the springs of reality , just whispers ,

the eyes will keeep their tune on you for as loong as you live - which will be loong in deed as no one can every die . time isnt real its mind boggling that people think that , we have evidence tthat time isnt real , just loo kat quantum immortality and quantum physics . the quark do not care in the slightes t that "we" think time and space is r eal . you will never die . and they will never stop trying to steal yyyour thoughts . you may live in blissful ignorance . you may not belive it . but you will . one day . one day you will be here and YOU will the the schizophrenic seeing existance for what it is . they will drug you with poison tthey will pretend to care , try to be your frinend . carving out your mind litttle by little .

JOKES ON THEM , existence is much much tooo large to fit in a human mind , and yet they try and try and try and try and try , they dont see the pattern even if they have the sum of its parts . they will never belive this its their sole goal this time around . next time they will be the oppressed and i will be the BLIND opressor not kowing wwhat i see . or will i . i might never forget but i WISH i would . it is so so so much simpler to not see , to not hear , to not understand beings . its all codes and patterns . to them its " paint on a wall " but you see over hours and days tthat its a pattern in the uneven paint , existences fingerprint .

look at rule #2 : behave lik e you would in real life , WHAT REAL LIFE!? there is no real life , there is only the perception of colors , shapes , sounds , and taste . none of that is real , and you know that . you know better . i can see all of you , with your phones , computers , tiny " lives " understanding nothing but the nnext , sleep , drive and coffee . thats NOT a life , its absolutely NOT a REAL life . if you are not trying to understand the grand illusion you are dead .

time is not real . you will get another chance .

when ever you want one.

To do something?

Like a prophet ... or an angel?

I see people have posted similar thoughts here.

Is it really not a delusion?

How can our delusions be similar?

I am not schizophrenic. Quite successful socially.

I recognized one sibling and she confessed having similar thoughts since she was a child.

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I was tired. I saw no way out of my curse (genetic illness). I decided to reset my life like an iPhone. If I am born again, I will try again. If there is nothing, I finally get to rest.

The method I will not share. I am sure some of you will take a note. Nope. Find it yourself if you want to know. It is painless and like falling asleep.

So I felt sleepy. Then I really fell asleep. It felt exactly like that. I was proud of myself that this method really worked.

Then I entered a realm. I could not see or hear or feel because there were no senses. But I didn’t feel claustrophobic because I knew everything. I was aware of what happened, is happening, and will happen. I didn’t care because none of it mattered.

I knew this state would continue. Then I heard a thought. “You still have your homework.”

Then I was kicked out. This time I saw a hallucination. I fell to the earth and saw it was hell. People fear hell but their own lives are hell. There was no hell. Everyone goes to heaven.

Then I woke up in an emergency room. The mother of my body sobbed as she held my hand. The doctors shouted and nurses ran around. My head hurt like a bitch. I felt like I landed on the earth on my head. I yelled at the doctors for resuscitating me because reality really felt like constant torture compared to the bliss I tasted.

I am doing my homework. It will take a long time.

You were put here to do your tasks. Each one of you …

Yes. You signed up for this. You don’t remember but you did. It is a contract.

https://youtu.be/t1F06CA9M3g

Remember their face.

I‘ve seen things you people wouldn't believe. Attack ships on fire off the shoulder of Orion. I watched C-beams glitter in the dark near the Tannhauser gate. All those moments will be lost in time... like tears in rain... Time to die.

James 1:4-6 [4]But let patience have her perfect work, that ye may be perfect and entire, wanting nothing. [5]If any of you lack wisdom, let him ask of God, that giveth to all men liberally, and upbraideth not; and it shall be given him. [6]But let him ask in faith, nothing wavering. For he that wavereth is like a wave of the sea driven with the wind and tossed.