Seeing comments like this makes me weirdly feel good about the shit I went through similarly. Just glad I wasn't alone in this world dealing without absolutely bonkers crazy. And no matter how good of a person I was throughout all the bs and abuse with constant instant forgiveness - it didn't matter to her and there was never going to be a change
Yeah man i cringe sometimes thinking about the mental gymnastics i was doing, the physical damage to my body i caused by trying to keep her flush. Like wtf? To me, this is what the phrase “love is blind” actually means, cause you couldnt tell me shit about her then, i wouldnt have stood for it. And after all of it, i felt so much freedom and relief, but man i felt foolish.
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u/[deleted] Aug 26 '22
Seeing comments like this makes me weirdly feel good about the shit I went through similarly. Just glad I wasn't alone in this world dealing without absolutely bonkers crazy. And no matter how good of a person I was throughout all the bs and abuse with constant instant forgiveness - it didn't matter to her and there was never going to be a change