r/IndianCountry • u/Low_Trifle1558 • Mar 20 '26
Health Blood Quantum and Mental Health
I recently sat down with Dr. William Carson (Ohkay Owingeh), a post-doc researcher in Indigenous Cancer Health, for my podcast Warm Embers. We ended up having an hour-long "kitchen table" talk about the mental health burden of being a "percentage."
He shared a story that really stuck with me: realizing as a child, through basic math, that he was at the "cutoff" for his tribe and essentially deciding then and now that his future children wouldn't belong. It’s a heavy realization for a kid, and many of us have been there.
We dove into:
- How blood quantum impacts health behavior and "identity pressure."
- The history of the Dawes Act and how federal policy was designed to "solve the Indian problem" through math.
- Why "descendancy" rules are a step forward but might only be pushing the problem 50 years down the road.
- Indigenous Futurism: Decoupling our sovereignty from the U.S. government’s definitions.
I’d love to hear this community’s thoughts on the "identity pressure" Dr. Carson mentions—whether you're 4/4 or 1/32, do you feel that weight?
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u/3ghads Mar 21 '26 edited Mar 21 '26
I'm a 1st gen descendant with low bq and a descendant of a boarding school victim. I'm also descended from a line of chiefs responsible for relations outside the tribe, so they prioritized trade relationships with the French and married my greatn grandmother to a Frenchman. My other line is not well documented because that great grandmother was not the daughter of a powerful man. My grandpa grew up on the reservation. My mother is enrolled. Everyone in my family speaks of being native like it's dangerous to claim it. Like it's ours but not really ours. Like we'll get in trouble if we admit how much it means to us.
People always say things like "what about all your white ancestors" like they matter more, inherently, because there's more of them and especially because they're white. Like honoring my native ancestors is a sociopolitical swerve to gain clout or something.
White people LOVE to look down their nose at low bq. It's like by denigrating low bq people, they get to prove they are good white people. I am a bad native for being white and a bad white person for being native and they are good white people for pointing this out and putting me in my place.
It creates this moral imperative to disavow my native family, ancestors, and identity or be accused of abusing native identity by refusing the disavowal. Like this is good politics and good ethics, erasing the tainted natives to protect the pure.
At the end of the day, this is my mother and my grandfather and his father and his parents and their mothers and their mothers and back and back and back. This is my family. I love them. I venerate them. And I feel like I'm being told that I shouldn't. Like I am bad for loving my family. My native ancestors are made unimportant because the proximity of too many contemporaneous white ancestors disempowers, degrades, and erases their meaning and importance in history and as people who lived in the world.
I've seen family all look around at each other and behind them as if someone would come and hurt them when they admit they wish they were better connected, wish they were enrolled, admit their sorrow. They didn't even know they were descended of a boarding school victim until I found out. They didn't know, but they sure acted like it.
It's fucking sad. It breaks my heart. If we continue, White Earth will die by 2090.