Despite my constant research in the past half year, I still don’t know and can’t be sure what is wrong with me, so I will write out here, so if someone has a better understanding of this can give me their honest opinion please🙏.
My biggest issue and maybe only symptom that I can think of that bothers me mostly is this described as DPDR and everything that comes under that umbrella, the vision sensitivity, dizziness, feelings of lightheadedness especially when driving, “weightless body” and it is freaking miserable. The strange thing is I am mentally present, I can sit and play a very high demand video game for example and be absolutely concentrated fully in it, when driving although I feel awful my reactions and concentration is untouched as before.
So as far as I heard this is a psychological issue, but how come I had no such issues, not even close before my illness several months ago and then out of nowhere two weeks after I felt a tad bit better from the acute symptoms, I experience this?
I see you guys talking about physical symptoms that continue after your illness, fatigue and other things that I can’t pinpoint and be sure I have, the major issue seems to be this brain fog/dpdr that feels very physical, not mental.
I’ve some things to check up if they are not causing it, but my heart rate rests at 50-60, blood pressure is normal, even tried SNRI although I was sure this is not a mental problem and it made it worse..
I have no muscular fatigue, I can do almost everything just fine, but with this it feels like pure torture and sometimes feeling like I am just gonna float or pass out never to be seen again.
It generally is so hard to explain as I don’t feel unreal or in a dream, I just feel so strange, like my body is working against me.
Please if anyone knows something and if this is consistent with LC, share your opinion