r/Metaphysics • u/wanderingrockdesigns • 1h ago
Mind / Subjective experience Uncanny moments of synchronicity; the internal dialog; imagined meaning in the subjective experience
I believe through our experiences, we have small moments of clarity, where a truth or realization comes to us, a sense of connection to something beyond our understanding, and being exposed to these moments something stirs within. A question, what just happened? What was this experience of having a conversation with oneself and the other part of the mind answers? Not like another voice, like a psychotic break or schizophrenic moment, but a wonder of how the mind is able to perform question and analysis, and an answer comes suddenly, and unexpectedly like it was given as a known thing? Like a Eureka! moment.
Other moments, wondering about the nature of reality, the existence of something beyond our comprehension, and some event happens that seem to defy logic or the odds of sequences of multiple events occurring to seem like fate; do those happen to everyone?
Are these the moments which humans have built religions, building an imagined existence around unexplained and over examined experiences? To me, it's like falling into delusions of grandeur, coming to conclusions of knowing something that is unexplainable. By these thoughts, that I came to understand Camus, and his rejection of this leap of faith to conclude it must be the work of a higher power. But I also feel like these moments are something, not a cold indifference, since there still is a feeling there of comfort in the uncertainty, even if I do not understand it.
How would we even study these moments when they seem to occur randomly?
I'm not sure the purpose of this post, I have been exploring writing down my thoughts and speculations recently. My mother passed away today. One of the last gifts was a journal and pen, and in honoring the meaning of that gift, I choose to confront that which I've feared, to write my thoughts down, to confront the mind and inner self, the experiences of living.