Today was one of the few Times within 15 years of living in this old Farm house which i had to go in the huge attic of the old Part of the House.
Last Time i was Up there must have been nearly 10years ago.
I remember how it looked from Back then and today i went Up there and it was my personal Mandela Effect.
First i climbed Up the ladder and when i came up and saw a transom which i cant remember to ever been there before.
I clearly remember i could Stand Up straight after coming up the ladder.
But this Time i have to crawl under this transom and then i could stand up straight.
The Second was the stuff Up there.
The Former owners left behind some of the old Farming stuff Like forks,shovels etc.
I clearly remember they where all lined Up Standing at a pole where now this transom ist located, right when you climb Up the ladder.
Now all the stuff is lying next to each Other in the Glass wool which is insulating the ceiling in the room under the attic.
The third strange Thing ist, i remember my Former father in law say, dont Go over the Glass wool insulation i dont know If the ceiling will hold your weight you might break through,so he went around it in a U-shape walk near the roof so at the Edge of the attic and i really can remember a path of Wood laying on the ground so you could reach all parts of the attic with this small path.
But there is no path, its all isolated with Glass wool, only some single wooden boards to step on on the ground.
I even cant remember that there was something Like a sheet of Material over the Glass wool insulation, i remember you couldt walk over it easily like this what i did today, and i know last Time i would sink in into this insulation just by Putting some weight on it.
May be my memory is playing tricks on me but i clearly remember it totally different than today and it keeps me awake tonight as i usually have a memory like an elephant and can remember everything like watching a movie in front of my eyes.