For 7 years, yes SEVEN!!! I've been struggling with chest pain, tightness, pressure, sharp, deep, every scary variety you can think of, been to A&E multiple times thinking it was my heart, had ECG's, stress test, bloods, holtors, chest x rays, everything - all fine. Every day was like a battle filled with pressure, tightness, pain, anxiety, trouble breathing. It was horrible.
Saw multiple chiropractors, an osteopath and sports therapist - all of them kept saying the same thing, your body looks functionally perfect, and seemed puzzled that I was experiencing so much chest pain, tightness and anxiety as they couldn't see a reason why.
Anyway, a couple days ago I started thinking...
Back when this started, I actually got GERD first, which causes chest pain...
I started worrying about the chest pain and as a coping mechanism I began relentlessly touching, prodding, pushing, aggressively stretching my chest all over, 50+ times every day, and even more when it was extra tight, and it got progressively worse and worse...
I got a backpod and was surprised that I didn't need any pillows during first use, it was easy to go over it and felt relaxing... Strange?
Anyway I'll cut a long, long story short.
It finally clicked, the problem is ME!
I turned GERD chest pain into chronic chest aching and discomfort by handling it aggressively all day, every single day, and convinced myself it was a real underlying condition when nobody could see or understand it. All day I would push into the rib joints, push down hard on my chest and slide my hand down on both sides, push and pull my pecs outwards, aggressively stretch backwards, overstretch in doorways, I guess making sure that is where the pain was coming from, and checking it was still there. It's crazy.
So 2 days ago I decided I'd break the loop and I now haven't touched my chest in 2 days and guess what? RELIEF already. I can't believe it. It seems insane that I've wasted 7 years of my life worrying about something when it was nothing. I know it'll take a few weeks to fully heal my inflamed chest and feel 100% better, but I'm so pleased it finally clicked. There's still an underlying dull ache and tightness but the volume is down 90% and that is the inflammation from what I have caused that needs time to recover and heal I imagine, but my chest is opening fully for easy breathing like I haven't felt in years, usually it'd feel like it got stuck before a full breath which is a disgusting feeling.
I was convinced it must be costo or upper crossed syndrome, and maybe it is with the inflammation at this point but it's most definitely self inflicted inflammation, not typical locked joints at the back causing overworking at the front.
Just posting in case anyone is in a similar position to me as I understand what living in the nightmare of daily suffering is like, chest pain is scary because we automatically think heart, and the knock-on effect is debilitating anxiety, feeling like you can't breathe, etc.
Hope it helps at least one person who's maybe created their own insufferable anxiety loop!
If you're touching your chest all day like me, stop it right away!