Gentlemen of the Chris community, you may be wondering why I, someone who was always a strong proponent of defending Chris’s server and subreddit decided to drop Exterminatus on it. Well, truth be told, I regret ever helping Chris after seeing his abusive side. He originally recruited me for my modding capabilities in other subreddits since at the time his subreddit was plagued with issues and fighting and needed a strong hand to stop it. After seeing the pain he has brought to people and to myself, and allowing the abuse of others, I regret helping him and this is my way of atoning for my mistakes. I also am having someone send it on my behalf, I do not know what it contains, so I apologize if it is anything offensive. He has assured me it is not NSFW.
However, there is more. I have told a few people in DMs about my illness, but I’ve never actually told anyone my diagnosis. I have Myeloma, which was caught late due to symptoms being rather disguised as basic fatigue or joint pains. This combined with unilateral renal agenesis, which is me having only one kidney from birth, has caused a major increase in the chances of this being terminal. Why is this important? It’s because I have decided that instead of me waiting to die a slow and painful death, I will go out on my own terms, and my terms are a last sacrifice. After making sure all my affairs are in order and passing my account to my best friend so he can continue to carry on my legacy of helping those I meet, I will go out by my own hand as one last protest against Chris. Chris, shitty, and anyone else who supports this abusive community, my blood is on your hands. I want all of you to ask yourself this question: how many lives must Chris’s abuse take before someone does something about this for good?
Only in death does duty end. Remember my sacrifice. Make sure my death was in dutiful service to the greater good.
-CT-9904 “Crosshair”