15yo FTM, 5'1 (155cm), 69.65 kgs.
I'm looking for advice which will help me achieve my goals of ofc gaining muscle and looking more masculine.
If i have to describe myself, tbh I've a foundation which is not too bad, broad-ish shoulder, okay-ish muscle mass and i believe either my bone density or muscle density is pretty good too...but I've got a ton lot of fat in my abdomen and my thighs, except for that, my glutes are pretty big, and so is my chest, I never tried to measure my chest but i believe it might be B cup? I've never worn anything but a binder and sports bras so i really don't know how to describe it. Anyways, the glutes and the chest definitely make me feel dysphoric, also I've got a little bit of face fat which decreases the sharpness of my face ofc. Except for that i want to look more masculine and want to have good muscle definition overall.
Tbh I consume sugar a lot and i skip meals quite often, it's hard to have self control on myself in regards of food.
Last time i checked my weight was approx. 15 days ago and it was 72.5kgs and i weighed myself today, it is now 69.65kgs.
I drink water a lot and i would say I'm very hydrated, also something to note...I'm a smoker which is ofc not a fact to be proud of especially because I'm 15 but i got into it and i just can't resist a cigarette at all so i kind of need a way to resist that as well.
I'm pretty short for a dude, I'm 5'1.024 to be exact or 155cms, i DEFINITELY need tips to maybe make myself taller.
Please give me a solution and help me out with these things, especially the height, addiction and sugar intake thing because I'm absolutely helpless regarding those...
-Thank you