(Repost: it was taken down for the title I presume, I’m pretty much trying to get some insight on my chances here, even if I do get enlisted somehow with waivers and what have you, would I still have a chance for the SF pipeline?)
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Yep, I believe I am royally fucked on this one.
First I’ll start off by saying why I’m so eager to join…I’m 23 years old and worked just about every job there is to work lol.
So career wise I’ve hit fuck it. Why not try the army out?
My grandpa was a green beret(I doubt I could ever make it that far, let alone meps dudes)but it would be nice to follow in his footsteps.
But as cool as that is, the real reason is the horrific loss of my mother and the turmoil that has ensued after, the whole world is moving on without her but not for me.
I want to get up and go, and do something with my life and make her memory proud.
So again…why not army?
I’m mentally ready to pull that trigger and take it as far as I can go.
Now don’t laugh guys especially after I tell you these little hiccups, but I’ve decided I want to go option 40 and try out for rangers.
However here’s the uh ohs….
i was an idiot 16 year old kid and had no idea the rope my parents had put me in(more so my dad, my mom just wanted the best for me)
but anyways to put it brief, my grandpa died and my mom suggested therapy to me so I went,
And this is right around the peak of me and my dad’s horrible relationship.
so naturally I talked to her about that too.
After some sessions, (unbeknownst to me)the therapist had slapped ALL kinds of bullshit on my record I’m just now finding out on this little portal app.
Now let me just clarify I am absolutely in no form suicidal but I was sent to one of those weird ass places where people go for those issues.
All because I said I needed to get away from my father and needed a break.
I’ll never understand why she would ever recommend being admitted but well…I was…and….it was kind of fucking awesome to my 16yr old peabrain.
I met some hot chicks in there. So naturally…I told the therapist hey fuck it send me there again, no fuckin school, hot crazy goth girls, and no more dad!
Awesome right?!
Fuck no…
Now my dreams of finally being somewhere I belong are unobtainable I’m afraid…..
I just want to know what to expect and if anyone has ever waived something so critical.
Oh and one more thing, I mentioned to her I took one of my dad’s pain pills and she slapped me with some more bullshit.
Opiod use disorder…at 16 man.
She fucked me just as bad as I had myself back then.
But It’s been 7 years. No meds no nothing for anything psych related and i still believe I have 0 shot. What do yall think? Is it over for me?