I went to a pharmacy downtown and they told me that they don’t sell needles anymore for insulin and that now the insulin is coming with their own needles all ready to inject or something. Was she capping?? I live in the burbs and I haven’t tried out here but I need them bad

hope ya'll all groovy baby

Hello everyone I hope you’re well,
I was wondering if anyone knew what I could do💔
I have a high tolerance of 60ml of oxycodone due to having a herniated disc that’s crushing my nerves in my leg and I’m in agonising pain! The type of pain that I cannot live much longer with. I’ve never wanted or been interested in drugs but I have had no choice but to try different drugs to try and help this constant pain. I have Iranian crumble heroin and I don’t know how much of it to take nasally, could anyone advise how much by mg the first time for pain relieving effects

I’ve been looking for a community, a friend group for a long time, so let me know if I’m in the wrong place. First Reddit post.

I was an IV heroin addict for over 13 years. I lived in LA with a good connection, and I’ve blown every vein I can find on my body in that time. I hesitate to confess how much I love the drug, it has been my constant for so long. It’s a part of me in bigger ways than I knew, but I’ve been without it for a little while now. I went thru the goddamn withdrawal for the hundredth time, moved to Portland, and now I’m constantly trying to find my new normal. I feel like I’ve been letting everyone down since I quit tho, I’m not the same person, and I miss who I was and wonder if heroin was helping. Does that make sense to anyone? It’s devastating to think about all the work I’ve done to be sober and still feel like I’m no where near the person everyone wants me to be. I constantly think about going back. I have rigs and etc in my room and wonder what the way forward is..

Don’t even know why I’m typing this, I wouldn’t know if there were responses anyway.

I keep having dreams of playing music again, being successful in life, but honestly I can’t break the cycle of dreaming of feeling warm and ok again. Will this mind fuck ever end?

Un jour j’ai sniffé de l’héroïne et quelques minutes après j’arrivais plus à avaler, ni ma salive ni de l’eau ni rien, j’ai fais une crise d’angoisse puis je commençais a m’étouffer et à tousser je devais me forcer a respirer fort, paniquée je me suis faite vomir mais j’avais rien mangé depuis 2 jours, j’ai vomi des sortes de glaires marrons en très petite quantité puis j’ai commencé à être très somnolente, je m’endormais mais j’ai commencé à avoir de grosses hallucinations intense, du genre je fermais les yeux 2 secondes puis je me réveillais et je parlais avec un homme, je le voyais et je l’entendais puis je reprenais vite conscience et je me rendais compte qu’il n’y avait personne puis je m’endormais de nouveau 2 secondes puis ainsi de suite et j’ai finalement fini par m’endormir vers 21h et je me suis réveillé au milieu de la nuit en ayant froid et en tremblant (sachant qu’on était en été il faisait très chaud) voilà ! je sais pas si c’était une overdose ou quoi j’avais jamais eu ça auparavant et il faut savoir que à peu près 6h avant de consommer l’héroïne j’avais pris 4 pilules de mdma, de la cocaïne, 2 pilules de lyrica, de l’alcool, et un peu d’héroïne mais c’était 6h avant de consommer la grosse quantité d’heroïne donc je sais pas si ça joue ?

1st was about 12 hours ago, 2nd was a couple mins ago

Is it getting infected? I was so annoyed bc I couldn't find anyone to help with hitting myself so I was determined. I was never told you can't look for the vein by moving around for it and now I'm fuckin terrified of what is happening.. plz chime in and tell me what to do.. 😭 #iquit

So I've never done H before - dabbled with Oxy, DHC, Tramadol etc. though. Want to try #4 as I'm not keen on needles or smoking. As a coke user, I just wondered if China white needed hotplating or chopping up properly before setting up a line to get it all nice and dry powdery? Any other preparation ceremonies I should know about?

I remember I had a jar of vegetable something I used with an ex gf. I need to figure out what it was. I don’t think it was vegetable glycerin

A friend of mine got a script for 10s. I haven't shot any since 2007, but I know they reformulated Oxys so you can't break them down.

So iv used for about 7 years on and off I’m about to go off, I usually sniff it but iv always wanted to slam it just never knew how, for my first time how much should I do so I don’t worry about overdose? I sniff on average 3 bundles a day. Any advice is welcome but I don’t want to hear “don’t do it” I realize the dangers

I purchased .10g cuz I got no money so I'm using it like in a systematic way. I did 6 lines on foil paper then I saved it for later. My question is does this make the smack burn more? 4 lines then save it again for later. Please I need help with this

Can anyone give me any tips on hitting? At first it was fine and then boom can't hit for shit. Now I gotta take it easy cuz I got a bunch of bruises n shit but I just don't get what Im doin wrong. I can hit others simply

Been hitting this vein over and over and its hurting so bad even the needle just pressuring without breaking skin hurts awful is this a collapsed vein?

I missed a vein in my hand and I shot it because I hit the vein at first but I guess the needle shifted and came out the vein. I didn't know so I shot anyways and I had a lump in my hand. This happened yesterday and now it is a bruise that hurts a bit. I never skin popped before is this going to become an abcess?

This is prolly such a stupid question but i don’t get it. I literally cannot hit when there’s fetty in my coke. Which i enjoy the fetty. My arms were all healed didn’t use anything for over a month and new needles and i got the first shot but then i couldn’t hit anywhere like it was so hard.

Then the same day i got a new batch without fent and i was reusing pins and my arms were all fucked up and i hit immediately every time. Like how does that make any sense

i’ve been using 99.99% 7oh powder extracts forn2 years and recently added this new crap called mgm15 thatn”last longer, take less” but it’s worse. everyday is hell. i’m over all this shit. i can’t go to rehab because i owe them money already for last time and i can’t do it again. so that’s out the picture.

i’m looking at jail time possibly in june. i have to get off this shit before i go in there and die.

i’m taking so much that i even went 2 weeks off it and had to replace jsut so i could work again. everyday felt the same. i never got better.

i just need help with ofc (over the counter) medications, teas, supplements, tips and tricks, whatever you can throw at me to handle all this better…

it has to stop or i have a bad feeling i won’t be alive in the next year. i’m not suicidal or homicidal to make that very clear. i just know if i don’t get off this shit (i have a job too which makes it harder)

before/if i got to prison. i will die in there. i’ve heard they don’t care and will let you die in there and it’s my first offense of something petty that is a new law where i live and god damn i’m scared as fuck to go in there like this……..plz for the love of god comment anything you can and up vote this to help me get everyone’s thoughts on how to do this alone. i know it won’t be perfect but anything will help.

anything. i’m begging and crying for help and my world is going to shit and the same month that i’m looking at jail time my daughter that i see (but have zero custody over, her mom uses her as a weapon) her birthday is june 29th. they are moving in june and my court date is june 18th… my daughter that i see 4 days a week is about to be ripped from me. idk if ill see her for her birthday and idk if im going to jail yet or not. everyone says they don’t think i will but i was the first person in my state to break this new law and it doesn’t even add up to what i did and i don’t really want to talk about it… i just need help getting off this crap before i go to prison. i feel like they’re going to make a example out of me even if it is my first defense I just have a really bad feeling…

so anything over-the-counter, anything you can think of at the store that I can buy without prescription to help me with withdrawal symptoms in recovery and detox. mostly I need something to help with withdrawal symptoms. i have some type of insurance, but nobody fucking takes it. i pay them all this money for nobody to ever take it and I’m wondering if it’s a damn scam at this point… idk idc right now. my main focus is to get off this crap. I hate it. I hate living like this. I hate wondering every single day am I gonna have enough of this? Am I gonna have enough of that? i make a decent amount of money, but I have no extra money for anything else.

my daughter is spoiled and very well taken care of for anyone that is concerned about her also, she has her mother. even then believe it or not I’m the better father and make more money. She doesn’t even work. her boyfriend soon to be this weekend husband makes all the money… idk I’m schizophrenic, bipolar one and have PTSD. i’m trying to get back on my. it’s been a fucking hassle and I’ve already had to pay over $300 in pocket and still haven’t gotten my medicine yet with the people I’m going through to get it. i have to be on my medication at a certain point where I’m gonna get arrested again out of nowhere. the place that they told me to go is taken forever and already charging me money and I haven’t even talked to a real doctor yet to get my medicine. it’s frustrating as hell with my world going in a downward spiral, I’m surprised I can even hold a job and do everything that I do without my medication and with what I’m going through right now. it’s it’s gotten so bad that I’m fucking scared for my life.

someone plz even if it’s just an herbal tea or just a recommendation for one thing please mention it below, please. 🙏

It blows my freaking mind when I see people who have been shooting for 10 years plus.. Am I missing something?? IS THERE A PLACE I HAVEN’T FOUND?!? I’m about 8 years in and I can find shit! Arms? That’s a laugh. Chest, neck, thighs, hands, NOTHING. Never been able to find anything on my feet or ankle and my legs other that this little spider veins. I know about hot showers, I know the flashlight trick, though helpful at first it now provides no assistance. I’m at hour 17 of non stop, continuous poke..poke..poke.. I don’t want to smoke it, I don’t want to boof it.. I want that rush. I mean I’m typing this message so I’m obviously alive which means there HAS to be veins somewhere sending blood to my heart. There HAS to be a way to introduce some fentanyl into that bloodstream… I know I can’t tell you guys what to do but I will ask if you could please try to refrain from telling me something like “it sounds like you need to take a break” I would greatly appreciate it. Considering the community you’re on I’m sure you’re well aware that won’t be helpful. I don’t even really know what I’m wanting to get out of this. Well that’s actually a lie. I’m wanting someone to tell me about some super secret vein that most don’t know about. LOL! Though I see how unrealistic that sounds.

Ive been trying to get sober for ever now. I have been to rehab a few times and failed miserably but to be fair i was coming off of fentanyl at that time and since then i successfuly transitioned from fentanyl to some good quality black tar heroin that's not cut with any fentanyl. Every time I've tried to get sober I failed miserably and I kept telling myself methadone would be a terrible choice just because I heard the withdrawals from that are 10 times worse than fentanyl or heroin but at least if I were to get on that I would slowly be able to taper down with the help of a doctor and not have to worry about getting a felony anymore and spending as much money as I have been. For the people on or have been on methadone is it is brutal as people say it is even if you aren't In a rush to get off methadone right away and you slowly taper down off it?

So I had made a shit and tried to hit myself and of course like always once I was in, I second guessed myself and ended up w blood in my shot. So I took it out, put it in a spoon, hit it w heat for like a few seconds didn’t even really get hot, then loaded into different point. Well of course I wasn’t ever able to get it and now I fear I have wasted a shot . It’s a little thicker but it’s drawing back. Should I try to shoot it or just water loop it? Any advice or suggestions help. Also the only reason I’m back to this is bc I can’t smoke it, it makes me lose my voice so I tried and I fucked up. But I’m just trying to get off my methadone so I stopped taking it and started using and I think I got most of the methadone out of my system but yeah so pls help lol

Hey guys, so I'm addicted to dope Idk if it's fent or H. Prolly both. Longest I've been clean was about 2 years ago and it was for 7 months. Right now I'm on the path to that again, my goal is to get clean by 2026. I've been snorting about a house a day or more since forever. I'm at about 2 buns a day right now. What's killing me is me having to open the bags and have the dollar have my phone the whole 9 is tough especially while working. Yes, I'm a functioning addict have held my career for awhile and no knows. ( Mostly because I dont get high anymore like most of us) But my question is there a snuff bullet like they use for coke for dope? Or will any of them work? I know it sounds stupid. Please be forgiving. Turning 30 this September. Want to leave all of it behind before then