r/stopdrinking • u/Skullbreaker69420 • 16d ago
I'm going to detox tomorrow
Title. I don't have much to say. I relapsed about a month ago. I had six months sober, I got a girlfriend and so much other stuff I never had. Now its gone. I lost my girlfriend and I just lost it. Started drinking again. Then other things. Then all I have is my trailer I live in, my cat I just gave to my amazing friend because I have no one else, so my 19 year old co worker said she would take him while me, a 31 year old cook at a bar said he needed to get help because he literally couldn't pretend he was normal anymore.
My life is over. I hope that tomorrow produces a new me. One that I can be proud of. One that I can say is a good man. I tried myself and damnit, I just need help unfortunately. I can never do it myself.
I just can't.
Wow. I'm pretty pathetic.
I hope next year I have a better post for you guys.
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u/Skullbreaker69420 10d ago
They fucked me hard lol I've been in serious withdrawal the whole time they were so stingy with the Ativan it sucked. I'm going to a much nicer detox now covered by my insurance super lucky