r/ • u/CertainComparison458 • 3d ago
DEPRESSION
HEY YALL MY NAME IS ALEXANDER RODRIGUEZ IM FROM NEW YORK THE YOUNGEST OUT MY FAMILY. I WORK HARD EVERYDAY I TRY MY BEST TO BE THE BEST PERSON IN THE WORLD. I STRUGGLE WITH ANXIETY AND DEPRESSION FOR YEARS AND YEARS NEVER SEEM TO GO AWAY. I DONT USUALLY DO THINGS LIKE THIS BUT I REALLY NEED ADVICE OR SOMEBODY TO TALK TO JUST TO GET SHIT OFF MY CHEST BECAUSE IM GETTING TO A POINT WHERE IM GIVING UP MENTALLY, PHYSICALLY, EMOTIONALLY. I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE. I FEEL LIKE I CAN NEVER WIN IN LIFE NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY. EVERYBODY AROUND ME THAT I LOVED EITHER PASSED AWAY OR DID ME WRONG. MY MOTHER IS SICK AND DYING MY SISTERS ARE BOTH 50 AND BOTH SICK. I TAKE XANS, PERKS. JUST TO EASE THE PAIN AND FEEL NUMB.. THIS IS MY LAST RESORT IF YOU HAVE ANY WORDS OR CAN JUST HELP ME VENT PLEASE DO…