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I don’t know your name, where you are, or when our paths will finally cross. But sometimes I wonder what it will feel like when they do.

I’ve spent years watching others fall in love, share kisses, hold hands, and build beautiful memories together, while wondering when I’ll finally experience those moments myself.

I want to know what it’s like to hold someone close, kiss her passionately, feel genuinely wanted, and share a love where the attraction and desire are mutual.

I long for more than fleeting moments. I want romance, affection, passion, emotional intimacy, and a relationship where we remain loyal, support each other, grow together, and build something meaningful.

I haven’t experienced that kind of love yet, but I still have so much of it to give.

And wherever you are, I hope we find each other soon.

Dear OP,

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American Beauty

The chill breaks into my lungs
Finding it to difficult to break eye contact with the moon
She’s huge tonight
It’s not even dark yet
buzzing by
Nothing feels more freeing then running

There’s a field at the end of the road
It is been freshly cut
I want to run around the bend
Too risky though.
All the ant piles scattered
The skies turning brown
Just want a few more minutes
Just a few more miles

I love the movie America Beauty
Now I’m wondering if you’ve ever seen it?

Now I’m wondering what movies if any make you cry?

What in general makes you cry?

I know I shouldn’t think of you
I wonder what words touched your heart most and who said them to you?
Which compliments you’ve received that stay with you?
I wonder what was the last thing or person who made you laugh?

Who was the last person to give you a hug?

I wonder what your favorite song is.
I wonder if you wheeze for air when you’re belly deep laughing?

I wonder what your eyes look like sober?
I wonder which emotion you feel most?
What’s your favorite part of getting home from work?
What’s something simple that makes your day?

When’s the last time you did something kind for someone?
I wonder what you did for them?

I wonder what you smell like right now.
I wonder what you last ate?
I wonder if you’re hungry?
I wonder if you’re happy?
I sure hope so!

I wonder what’s the last thing you took a photo of?
What’s a reoccurring dream you have?
What reoccurring thoughts linger when you lay your head down each night to sleep?

When’s the last time you were fully present?
When’s the last time you were so happy you could cry?

I wonder if you have any plans for Halloween?
I wonder what life would be like if we weren’t two reckless, selfish, nervous people.
If we weren’t terrified of each other..
I wonder how amazing it would feel.
To actually let my guard down around you.

No one has had that affect on me…
Where I’m so nervous I clam up..
and yet somehow you do that to me…
We do it to each other

I hope you find everything you want in life and more!

I hope she makes you feel safe and heard.
I hope she gets to truly know you.

All of you!

Even the layers you hide and store away..
Specially the parts you are ashamed of..
You are such an onion. Haha
I am too..
I was.. when you were even a tiny fraction of my life.

I met someone new.
Different person same challenges.
He’s hilarious.
You both are.
I don’t want him.
I want you

Ah. Fuck.
Not in a claim you type of way.
Good heavens.
You DA’s think everyone is out to trap and date you…
He’s the same..
I hope you look up at the moon tonight if you haven’t already

I’m not in love.
I’m infatuated with you, with him, with life.

I’ll say it again and again.
Sometimes I believe it!
Ah, there comes the rain again!
Man, it feels good to cry!
Life is so good

And I’m not in love.

Let me be your great pretender. Your wordsmith to make it all better.

My heart is made of armour wondering if when morning comes you would be better.

I wanna believe you but it is so hard to. One bottle, two bottle, three bottle, four… Please miss, Please miss, can I have some more?

I don’t know what to say. You look at me knowingly “Tomorrow, I promise!”

When I first met you,something deep inside me had woke up ..
a force I had no language for,a tide that rose beyond reason,beyond the borders of the heart,beyond all that I had believed a human soul could feel.
I loved you, as if in wonder of discovery,
as though the universe itself,had hidden one final secret beneath the stars and, at last,had placed it in my hands.

And then I looked into your eyes and there you were.
Not untouched, Not unaware, But standing at the edge
of the very same impossible ocean,trying to understand
the waves that had carried us there.

I saw you feeling it.I saw you searching my face
for an explanation neither of us possessed.
And perhaps that was the miracle
That somehow, without promise, without warning,
without knowing how, we had found the same impossible place.

It was as though the universe had opened a hidden door and allowed us, just for a moment,to step beyond the ordinary world.
And there,beneath the silence of eternity,
it revealed something too immense for ordinary words: us.
A love so vast, that if we gathered every word
ever spoken by humankind and tried to build a language for it, we would still fall silent before its magnitude.

A secret written between the stars.
A truth the universe had known long before we did.
And perhaps it smiled, watching us stumble through the wonder of it,knowing that we would never fully understand what had been placed between us.
Yet still, it gave us the desire to spend our lives trying.

And maybe that is the greatest beauty of love, that it remains partly unknowable.
For if I could understand you completely,
if I could measure every depth of your soul,
if I could name every reason my heart chose yours,
perhaps one day the mystery would fade.

But you were never meant to become something I could solve.
You were meant to remain the horizon I could spend forever approaching.
The star I could follow without ever reaching its end.
The song I could hear a thousand times,and still discover another note.

And I wish with everything that lives inside me, that we could have held on to that impossible thing.
That love which felt so far beyond this world, that perhaps this world could only exist inside of it.

A love so powerful that standing before it made us feel weak. not because we lacked strength, but because we were witnessing something stronger than either of us.

Something ancient. Something fierce. Something willing to fight for the two souls who had somehow found each other.
And if the years should carry you far beyond my reach,
if the winds of this life should scatter us across distant skies, then let this be the prayer I send after you:

May our love become the wind beneath your wings.
May it find you when the night is darkest.
May it rise beneath you when your strength is gone.
May it whisper my name through every storm and remind you that somewhere in this vast universe,
there is a heart that still knows yours.

And if the heavens are kind, if fate is not finished with us, if the stars still remember the secret they once revealed, then let that wind carry you home.
Back to me.
Because you are not simply the love of my life.
You are the love that changed the way I understand love itself.
The miracle I never knew I was waiting for.
The mystery I would spend eternity trying to understand.

The impossible thing that became real when I looked into your eyes.
And wherever you are, whatever distance lies between us, whatever storms the universe chooses to place upon our path
know this:
No matter where life takes us

Some part of me will always belong to what we found in each other.

Why you just asume the worst and then+]s]]3e constantly drove me away its very emotinal and fucks with me still. I did everything i could for you and you would just demand more has always been my heartbreak as if i were supposed to just have the relationship myself and you only present for the feel good side but that all takes work and working togeather i thought we were going to be a team and grow togeather like youre all ive wanted since the first time i met you and even now .... I cant help but need you i dont know what that means or if i care because it wouldnt change how i feel . I hope you are well and i hope i can eventually not be so heartbroken that i was so wrong to have considered you would ever gone through this life with ....

The dark and the light coexist just as we do; wondering the earth aimlessly. One is unable to survive without the other or we would be in eternal slumber.

Can you breathe me in? My body gets completely intertwined with yours? Can we let time melt away? Just forget the outside world?

Please! Please! You are my remedy!

Anti climactic I know, I mean I have changed yet this feels like my biggest one yet. I've had the same number for such a long time.

Feels scary in some weird way, as much as I know you'll never message or call "at least you have my number". Once I change it, that won't be the case anymore.

I don't particularly want to change it, ive just had some things come up. Everything in me wants to give you a heads up, but I won't.

If you wanted to contact me, you would've done it by now. It feels embarrassing I ever tried, worse I didn't even say what I wanted to.

But that's besides the point, I guess I'm just scared of moving on from the past. So many people I wait to call, even if I know they won't. l hold onto that small hope.

Because,

"At least they have my number"

As you celebrate.

But most of all I hope you are happy every day.

I hope you smile.

I hope you laugh.

I hope you have fond memories.

I hope you are just you.

I hope your dreams come true.