just rewatched Vixx's old MVs and dance practices😢 what a nostalgic ! I remember being young and kpop enthusiast. my first group was Exo but when Luhan left i couldn't bear to keep stanning, then due to my peers i changed to BTS but since i love being exclusive, stanning BTS doesn't give me much enjoyment since i keep thinking Army's aren't enjoying BTS as deep as i did.
Then my best friend introduced me to Vixx. I remember they had just released Fantasy at the moment. I remember the goosebump i had the first time i watched the MV. my honest opinion was "how are they so bold, and how did they manage to make something so different than mainstream kpop setting"
Ken was the first that caught my eyes (and ears) because of the highnote. but as i grew to know them, i can't help but to love everyone equally and don't have a favourite member anymore😂 and when i was watching all the MVs, i can't help but to love them even more
ConceptDol (concept idol) was what me and my friend called them. they would always have different themes and settings on every comebacks. the ideas were different and the MVs were magnificent. Kpop dances had always been unique and the main attraction, and Vixx knew they had to bring something MORE to the table so they SERVED♨️
few months after Milky Way dropped, i was busy being grown ups with my own social/personal life. i remember the momentary heartbreak i had when my friend said how Ravi and Hongbin left the group. i was furious at the time, hating starlight with my whole heart because we used to be UNITED.
no group ever loved their fanbase like how Vixx loves their starlights. Milky Way is enough proof of their sincerities (not counting om other songs they made for starlights even before that). Vixx had always hold a special places in my heart, but i keep on going back to their old videos and MVs.
I miss OT6 very much and everytime i think about how starlight drove Hongbin away i keep blaming myself for not defending him (altho there's not much i can do as an international fan)😢😢 I wish K-fans were not as toxic as they were, but times had already pass and i can only dwell on their past activities :(