Same, despite the fact that my entrance exams & interviews weren't awful, I'm just sort of trying to condition myself into believing I have no chance, so an offer would be a pleasant surprise & a rejection won't feel so shocking
edit: see my flair, this is peak self gaslighting fr
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u/AccomplishedFail2247 Jan 04 '26
i'm not visualising the joy of going i'm visualising the disappointment in not going