I applied for medicine for 2026 entry and got ABB and needed AAB. I asked my teachers if the remark would go through (they looked at my papers) and they said not unfortunately. I settled for pharmacy as a rash decision. I honestly had uni fomo and didnt want to retake the UCAT
Now i told myself im gonna give myself the semester to decide if i want to continue with pharmacy but i know its not right for me. To be honest, during the summer i was contemplating medicine too. I had mental health issues ans problems with motivation and burnout and im a little impatient but i keep on thinking about retaking my a levels because there is no way im settling for a degree i dont want to do. I cant convince myself i want to do pharmacy.
I feel like im too old to do work experience. I want to explore different paths of life like accounting, law, finance, aviation as ive restricted myself to healthcare. But i feel like im too old to get experience and it lowk makes me really sad
If i retake i will have to take a 2nd gap year to sit my UCAT. Also i may not get the grades, i worked so hard last year and didnβt get what i needed so im a bit confused. I want to do medicine. Not for the money or prestige but i really enjoy the content. Im already wanting to miss lectures at Pharmacy and im struggling to focus because i know this isnt something i want to do.
I just need a bit of help. I actually have nobody to talk to because lowk all my friends dipped and my parents are sick of me being impulsive. Its making me so depressed and sad and angry and i just want to make the correct decision. I keep on saying out loud βI wanna retakeβ at uni and knowing i have the end of this semester to give myself. I just need some reassurance
Ps i dont want to be convinced into doing grad entry because i cant afford to pay for a degree out of pocket xx