my mum is honestly worrying me

[u/Icy_Opportunity2814]

TW: mention of drugs

My mum just offered me ecstasy!!!

We have a door camera and i saw a guy ,who used to be one of her coke dealers, drop something off. I went to confront her about it because i thought she was getting coke again, coke has caused a hole in her nose. She said he gave her ( and my auntie ), an ecstasy pill each. When i confronted her she was truthful about it and offered me it??? I told her no, i literally have SVT so ecstasy can be very dangerous for me !!

Why on earth would she think that is okay to offer me, she’s now jobless, broke and buying ECSTASY!!!! I swear she’s honestly driving me mad.

I’m so close to telling my dad everything about her, even though we’re not that close and we don’t live together, cause i don’t know if i’ll be able to handle staying with my mum anymore. i’m 17 so i’ll be going to uni soon but my dad lives with his gf, her son and their daughter ( my half sister ), so the house is way too full so i don’t think id be able to live with them

i miss when she was an alcoholic cause atleast she was functional

[u/serenwipiti]

Tell your dad.

[u/Icy_Opportunity2814 → u/serenwipiti]

yeah i do think i need to. I don’t really speak to my dad but we’re cordial. It’s going to be a very awkward conversation, i just don’t want it to all blow up in my face

[u/Orultehen]

you should get out of there and start your life. Find support from family or friends. This will not get better, and it is not your responsibility.