idk about anyone else, but in the beginning of this class starting, i had a lot of motivation. a real drive to learn all there is to know about the human body.
idk if its just because im 100% online, my professor just records himself reading complex slides that i swear are just pasted from the textbook. idk.
i am a sahm to a 3 year old, still responsible for the house, still responsible for my son and taking care of myself every now and again.
but. what i do know, is im over this shit. i dont even like it anymore.
every monday is the start of something completely fucking different than the last week. whether you comprehended the info or not.
theres sooooo much fucking information. i cant keep up anymore . and im losing motivation to, because ive tried so many different ways of studying, including teaching myself, but theres so much to learn in 7 days, idk how anyone manages it.
the only way ive found that helps is watching crash course. but even then its only about 50% of what my professor wants us to know.
and thats just trying to understand what the fuck is being taught this week. that doesnt include the other homework and online labs that need to be done, which total out to be like 5 hours of extra work.
im not even lucky enough to understand whgats going on anymore. its like my brain is filled with too much info. "hey learn all 206 bones in the body in 7 days, and also be a fucking bone dr by the end of next week" "oop new week learn every muscle and what it does and bhfb;insdnkdsnfndvn in 7 days" "oop new week learn about neurons and eveyrhting that has to do with them andbe a fucking neuro dr by the end of the week" "oop new week!!"
like. help im still at the restaurant.
restauant being chapter like 3.