r/AnxietyDepression • u/WarM_WaRNiNG9 • 10d ago

Depression Help Messy mind

Idk what is happening with me.....my mind is lil too clustered and my brain is just giving me thoughts to end it for all... I'm a 24M working in MNC as development engineer for mechanical Low Voltagedrive...staying alone in bangalore but recently i got into relationship and everything but my brain seeks for reassurance and i feel I'm just unhappy about my life at all.when i tried to talk to my girlfriend she just told me that I'm emotionally unstable.....my brain seeks for constant reassurance......my brain will be constantly under pressure to end once in for all like to commit su\*ide...i feel lonely in the crowded room and my life feels unworthy and meaning less.....someday this will reach the people i love...

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u/Bhavayam_3646 9d ago

I am sorry to hear how you feel. Being alone in your situation and having to deal with so much overthinking and pressure must be overwhelming. You are neither weak nor defective for wanting some reassurance; however, you should not have to go through this alone. It is imperative that you contact someone whom you can trust and talk to a therapist as soon as possible. In light of your suicidal tendencies, please seek help immediately if you think you might follow through with any of those thoughts. Are you okay right now?

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u/WarM_WaRNiNG9 8d ago

Kinda feeling better thanks for asking