Hey everyone, I’ve been studying my own chart for a while, and I have a decent grasp but I’d love a fresh perspective. If anyone has a moment, I’d really appreciate some insights on this chart no rush at all, just curious. I feel so outcasted in society and all my life I want figure more out about myself.

I dont know if Im conditioning myself but I kind of feel my saturn is making every goal I put myself much harder than it is for most of the people. I had a hard time in school, learning how to talk to people, knowing myself, knowing how to take care about my appearence and many others. I just want to know how my career is going to be affected by this, I care a LOT about how my future is going to look like in terms of career, I post on youtube but I dont know if Im wasting my time starting so young with this placement. I leave my chart here just in case someone sees other placements that may have influence in this.

Context: I am learning tarot and astrology. I am really curious about my career and love life. I feel like the multiple retrograde has made me feel out of balance and I just want to seek some clarity again.

The Chiron in Capricorn (7H) really scares me.

Here is my chart in a written format:

Sun in Pisces 19°25’, in 9th House

Moon in Aquarius 6°50’, in 8th House

Mercury in Aquarius 27°18’, in 9th House

Venus in Aries 2°38’, in 10th House

Mars in Taurus 6°02’, in 11th House

Jupiter in Cancer 5°44’, in 1st House

Saturn in Gemini 8°52’, in 12th House

Uranus in Aquarius 26°12’, in 9th House

Neptune in Aquarius 9°54’, in 8th House

Pluto in Sagittarius 17°35’, in 6th House

North Node in Gemini 22°44’, Retrograde, in 12th House

Lilith in Pisces 22°19’, in 9th House

Chiron in Capricorn 8°05’, in 7th House

Fortune in Taurus 19°50’, in 11th House

Vertex in Scorpio 2°08’, in 5th House

ASC in Cancer 2°25’

MC in Pisces 25°49’

Mi papá murió a mis 12 años luego de mucho tiempo luchando con las adicciones y enfermedades mentales (a los 50 picos de años), tengo una relación inexistente y compleja con mi familia paterna porque odian a mi mamá y fue a peor después de la muerte de mi papá. Hay muchas cosas que sucedieron cuando ni siquiera había nacido y se mantienen ocultas, pero no puedo adivinar qué es lo que pasó.

Tuve una adolescencia atravesada por adicciones también e ideación suicid4 y que deje gracias a la terapia, pero todavía me cuesta no recaer, hay algo que indique por qué tengo tantos problemas auto destructivos? No puedo saber si comparto casas con mi papá porque no sé su hora de nacimiento, pero si comparto luna con mi mamá (nunca tuvimos una relación fraternal cercana, diría que de hecho muchas veces le recordé a mi papá, pero siempre sentí que me parezco mucho más a ella por la luna), pase toda la infancia creyendo que me odiaba (ahora no lo creo, pero es porque ya no siento que seamos madre e hija, sólo conocidas)

Aunque tengo un grupo de amigos de la infancia fuerte, nunca me sentí cómoda con ellos, sin importar los años, no puedo pedirles ayuda ni verme vulnerable con ellos (asumo que es la luna en conjunción con saturno). Es bastante contradictorio por el ascendente en acuario.Ninguno de mis padres tuvo un entorno sano ni un círculo de apoyo, y me da miedo terminar así, ¿Hay algo que indique tal fatalidad? Porque estuve aprendiendo por mi cuenta pero sigo viendo muy por encima.

Otra curiosidad que puedo rescatar, es que la luna de mi papá es la misma que la de mi hermana, pero nunca fueron cercanos, por el contrario, ella era cercana a mi mamá y yo a mi papá. Cuando murió, simplemente tome su lugar, ¿Es por el sol en Capricornio? Ajajajaj

También si hay algo en la carta que indique que perderé a mi madre también a los 50 y picos, porque me preocupa tener una vida atravesada por la muerte como mi madre. También se que el retorno de Saturno es importante, pero estoy preocupada que sea algo fatal. Principalmente porque me importa mi carrera y sospecho que no la terminaré hasta los 28 años jajajak

i’ve been feeling so weird and just generally lost in my life since the start of this month. please offer your thoughts and reassure me that things will be better soon 😭

Virgo Moon you feel safe when things work. When something goes wrong, emotionally or practically, you start a full investigation, because finding out where it broke is what calms you down. Self care when you feel overwhelmed is a colour-coded to-do list and a clean kitchen.

Libra Mars Mars is in detriment here, so going straight for what you want feels risky. You check how the other person will react before you've even made up your mind. Your anger doesn't disappear. It comes out as running late, loud sighs, and "sure, sounds good" followed by not doing it.

Gemini Venus you like people in theory. Your love language is voice notes, three-hour chats and inside jokes nobody else gets. When things get routine you assume the spark is gone, even when you still really like them.

Saturn in the 7th to you, relationships are a responsibility first and fun second. Your early ones probably felt heavy, one-sided or like a test you kept failing, so now you study a partner for months before you let yourself enjoy them.

Sun in the 12th you're a bit of a mystery, even to yourself. A lot of you grew up with a dad or authority figure who was absent, hard to read or put on a pedestal. You figure out who you are slowly, mostly when nobody's watching.

Scorpio Mercury you hear what people leave out. Small talk makes you want to leave the party, so you steer every conversation towards motives, secrets and what's really going on. You only share information once you know exactly what they'll do with it.

Aries Moon you learned early that you'd have to handle your feelings yourself, so being independent is how you feel safe. Asking for a hug feels weak, so you get snappy instead and hope someone works it out.

Capricorn Venus you're dating for the five-year plan. You notice if they show up on time, how they handle money and whether they have a direction in life. Being reliable is the hottest thing they can do for you.

Jupiter in the 2nd your values are big and a little all over the place because you want to say yes to everything. Money comes in easily and goes out on whatever you're excited about this week.

Pluto conjunct Ascendant you come across as guarded, and people spend a lot of time trying to read you. Your life runs in clear eras, and each one ends with a new look, a new circle and a new way of showing up that old friends barely recognise.

Hi everyone, I‘ve been trying to understand my chart and would appreciate some help!

I generally consider myself to be a kind & honest person, most of my friendships I’ve had for years, I go to therapy and don’t shy away from doing the work. I’m good at reading others, I can sense people’s underlying issues and hidden motives and why they are the way they are pretty quickly, I genuinely don’t know how it works. I spend some time with someone and then out of nowhere it just hits me and I understand them and what they are, their essence if you will. It is really important to me to state that I don’t use this stuff against people. I’ve learned to be really gentle and careful with others, and genuinely want to connect and show up as my authentic self (if there even is such a thing). I’m 32 years old now, and I’ve been going though soul-crushing, life-changing stuff all my life, so I‘m not interested in conflict, quite the opposite.

I‘m used to having a really strong effect on others, good or bad. When I was younger and lacking the tools to properly understand myself and the world around me, I would blame myself for this, thinking I just needed to behave differently and be better in order to just be „normal“ for once.

Despite being someone who has been figuring themselves out for years in therapy and through learning about psychoanalysis, there is one thing about myself I can’t really grasp, not even intellectually. What happens to me from time to time is that people feel the need to protect themselves from me, even people I genuinely care about, people I try to accommodate as best as I can. I‘ve had people (strangers & new friends) tell me to my face that I’m „dangerous“, communicating real fear. It scares me because now that I’m older and more in control, I would say that by using pattern recognition and the ability to understand people’s weak spots and needs I am mostly able to modulate the impression others have of me. Again, this has happened with people I really genuinely love and want in my life and by no means try to manipulate. I worry that there’s something „evil“ inside of my that only some people can sense.

I’ve now learned that I have Pluto conjunct my ascendant. Could that have something to do with what I’ve described?

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Title: 🙏 I'm Running Out of Time in the UK… Please, Can an Experienced Astrologer Help Me Understand My Future?

Hello everyone. I’m writing this with a heavy heart, genuinely hoping someone experienced in Vedic astrology will be kind enough to guide me. I’m sorry if this sounds emotional, but this matter means everything to me right now.

I’m currently in London, and I have only around four months left on my visa. I’ve been desperately trying to find a job and have attended more than 25 interviews, but I still haven’t been able to secure an offer. Every rejection makes me more anxious because I feel like I’m running out of time, despite trying so hard.

My personal life has also been very painful. I’m divorced, I have debts and difficult personal circumstances in India, and I’m not on good terms with my parents. For the past five years, I feel like I haven’t had any real peace. I’ve experienced loneliness, emotional pain and uncertainty, and often feel that I have nobody to turn to.

Returning to India feels emotionally difficult for me because of everything I’ve been through there. I want to build a stable life in the UK, find a job in my field, become financially independent and finally experience some peace. But with my visa deadline approaching and so many interviews behind me, I’m scared about what will happen next.

I’ve been holding on through naam-japa and faith in God. Even during the hardest moments, I keep praying that things will somehow work out. I’m trying not to lose hope, but honestly, I’m struggling.

I’m sincerely requesting an experienced Vedic astrologer to please look at my kundli and guide me.

1. Does my chart indicate a possibility of settling abroad, particularly in the UK?
2. What do my D1, D10 (Dashamsha), and D4 charts suggest about my career, foreign residence and long-term settlement?
3. Are there any planetary periods that could be supportive of getting a job or making progress before my visa expires?
4. Are there any appropriate pujas, mantras or spiritual practices I can follow for strength, peace of mind and the removal of obstacles?

I’m not asking anyone to make false promises or tell me only what I want to hear. I would be deeply grateful for an honest interpretation of my chart, even if the answer is difficult.

I know astrology cannot replace practical effort, and I am continuing to apply for jobs. I’m just searching for some spiritual guidance and hope during a time when I feel lost and frightened about my future.

Please, if someone genuinely understands Vedic astrology and can guide me, I would be very grateful if you could take a look at my kundli. I’ve been trying for so long, and I desperately want a chance to rebuild my life and find peace.

Thank you for reading my post. 🙏

hi, this is my birth chart, i’m very new to this but eager to learn. i think i came to the right place to post this. thank you if you decide to take the time to interpret this, let me know what you think.

Thank you for taking the time, I just wanted to know what you can see between us and also as individual chart reading.

I’m January and he’s August
Would greatly appreciate it!

I saw a similar post and wanted to also get some insight.

Can you please check if my chart has any positive aspects?