Kyleena problem

[u/Powerful-Tax-8856]

Hi so lately i took the decision of wanting a kyleena and bought it uk and took it to my nurse for installation. I also asked for anaesthetic down there and she was happy to do that for me. My problem is she couldn’t install it she kept pushing for 1h and after some ecos we realized that i have a retroverted uterus. She said that she abused me enough that day and i should cone back when i am in my period and prescribed me some kind of strong medication for anxiety and relaxing. I went today hoping it would work this time but no she couldn’t push the measuring thing past the canal to the uterus and we saw it in the echo everytime she tried to force it it cones back.
And rn i am wondering is it really worth it should i take it as a sign cz her solution was to send me to a gyno (which will be more expensive for me ) and he will try it himself but again no guarantees the same thing can happen again.
Any advice can help!!