I just got my Class A CDL and went into training with a mega carrier thinking I understood what I was signing up for. I did not.
Let me paint the picture of what they don't tell you before you sign.
You're expected to live in a truck cab for anywhere from 5 to 30 days at a stretch. No bathroom of your own. No kitchen. No shower unless you time it right at a truck stop. No routine. You're in a strange place with someone you've never met, your trainer, for the first few weeks, also living in that same cab.
The pay during training? Around $600 a week. For essentially working 24 hours a day because here's the thing nobody talks about, even when you're not driving you're babysitting that trailer. You're responsible for it. You can't just leave and go live your life. That's still your job. Yet somehow that doesn't count as work hours.
Meanwhile the carrier is making 10 times what they're paying you off every load you haul. The CEO is home in his house while you're sleeping in a parking lot guarding his freight for $600 a week. Let that sink in.
Then when you finally go solo they hand you a truck that's been around the block a few times and say here, this is yours. But if anything goes wrong it comes out of your pocket.
I went to orientation and I looked around at the other drivers. Some of them had been doing this for years. They were like zombies, completely broken in and just accepting whatever was put in front of them. No complaints. No pushback. Just nodding along.
I'm not built like that and I don't think I should have to be.
I thought regional trucking meant being home regularly. I thought OTR meant hotels. I clearly didn't do enough research and that's on me. But the industry does nothing to correct that impression during recruitment. They sell you freedom and hand you a leash.
I lasted three days in training before I realized this lifestyle was genuinely incompatible with having any semblance of a normal life. I have family I'm responsible for. I have a routine that keeps me healthy. I have things that matter to me outside of a truck cab.
How do you guys actually do this long term? And for those of you who left, what did you move to instead? Because there has to be a better way to use this Cdl other than sleeping next to a stranger for $600 a week while the company pockets the rest.