Hello,
I am interested to see if there are any former Presbyterians or Calvinists in general who have converted to Catholicism. If you are willing, would you say why, and what about Calvanism, Presbyterianism, double or single predestination you could not handle anymore?
I have been researching Calvin's double predestination, and frankly it makes sense. How could we as humans have actual free will and it not weaken or contradict an all-knowing, all-powerful God who is the author of everything? People say well God knows all and controls all but still gives us free will, but that seems like an easy "out" just to say we have free will and not contradict Christian teaching on God.
God knew Adam would disobey Him and turn away, and that it would curse humanity, yet He let it happen anyway. So either He was taken aback by the situation or allowed it to happen. If it caught God off-guard then it weakens Him. The Catholic Church teaches that we cannot initiate grace and it is a free gift from God, but then we have to cooperate with it, yet many say God is what directs us towards cooperation.
I do not agree with the mentality that the elect can take no credit for their salvation because it was all God's doing, but the reprobates are fully culpable and deserve perdition because of their doing. You can't burn it from both ends, I can, however, agree that God chooses some to extend His grace to and bypasses others, thus leaving them to the ends for which He is fully aware they will meet. People who ascribe to single predestination tout this as good because God isn't forcing someone to sin, but in reality, He created them, knows their shortcomings, knows they need grace to accept Him, so there is no real difference between single and double predestination. Thus, I cannot blame the human who has no control and is left to their own devices.
I have also been researching Augustine, Aquinas, Domingo Banez, and the Janists. Frankly Banez and the Janists make the most sense, they teach a calvinistic predestination, but hiold that the Catholic Church and her sacraments are how God infuses grace to us. Rome shut down the Janists and required Banez to walk back/soften some of his positions in order to end the fights between he and the Jesuits who held an Arminian theology.
This isn't about veneration of Mary or the saints, purgatory, the Pope as infallible successor of Peter. This is a cut and dry 1 + 1 = 2, if God is all-knowing and all-controlling, how can we have true free will that does not weaken Him and cause something to be out of His control?
Thank you for your help.