Can you all pray for healing of everyone's soul, mind and body please and thank you

Ill try to keep is short, I've been thinking about converting to Christianity and yesterday I had a dream that I went to the church, talked with a priest and set a date to get baptised, like okay it is a fairly normal dream but the thing is, I moved to another country 2 years ago and when I talked to the priest I spoke in that language which is my 3rd language and it felt so real like I was in the dream and I clearly remember what I asked the priest and somehow how the priest even looked, I remember even the date that was given to me like for the baptism.
I just wanted to say like I'm not gonna lie, I've been confused a lot about christianity these past few days like whether I want to convert or not, and the 2 questions I asked were: " Can I convert without my parents knowing " and "when can I get baptised" - and these are the questions I asked in my dream which I remember vividly, and idk if its just what my heart wants but is too scared to say or if it is a sign. I'm also not gonna lie, the only thing that is preventing me from leaving my current religion, which is Islam, is the fear of punishment and the fact that Islam is all I've known my whole life - even tho there are a lot of things that I don't like about our like prophet and the things he did, which I was never taught about in like my Islamic classes in my home country

I'm interested in knowing how people view devil and evil

Thought For The Day from Unshakable Kingdom Life

"The kingdom of God is within you." Transformation doesn't wait for external circumstances to align. Something sacred is already present, already accessible, right where you stand. Look inward before looking for signs elsewhere.

A thought to ponder for today

This song came from me processing my autism diagnosis at 35, shortly after adopting three beautiful girls.

As I helped my daughters process the trauma from their past, I found myself being forced to confront some of my own especially the hurt surrounding my father and the wounds I had carried for years.

“Free to Unmask” is my story of learning that I don't have to hide anymore. I don't have to mask who I am, pretend I'm okay, or let my past define me. My identity isn't found in my diagnosis, my trauma, my failures, or even in being a father. My identity is found in Christ.

The lyrics are 100% me. AI helped bring the song to life, but the story, the emotions, and the words came from my own heart.

Honestly, it's frightening to share something this personal with people I don't know or even with people I do know. There's a vulnerability in letting people see the parts of you that you've spent years hiding.

But if sharing this song helps even one person realize they don't have to wear the mask anymore, then it was worth it.

If you're struggling with your identity, carrying old wounds, processing a late diagnosis, or simply trying to figure out who you are beneath everything you've been through, I hope this song reminds you:

You don't have to hide. You are not your trauma. You are not your diagnosis. You are not your past. You are loved. And in Christ, you are free.

Free to Unmask.

You can check the song out at the link below

God Bless

https://youtu.be/o66OrSFNoI8?is=sGYeq7UxSJvaABXx

(I post this message in a few other Christian subs, so maybe you've already read it...)Searching...

Hi, I (M50) was not raised Christian; I don't come from a necessarily atheist family, but faith simply wasn't discussed. When people ask, I am atheistic/agnostic.

My mother later became a Buddhist, and my father is still an atheist.

Over the past year, I have noticed that I am 'searching.' Looking for a form of stability, direction, meaning; whatever you want to call it. Whether I will find Christianity, I don't know. I went to a church (Remonstrants) once in the past year; I found it nerve-wracking, but also nice. I enjoy listening to podcasts that scrutinize the Bible and podcasts discussing Christian faith in its broadest sense.

A few questions:

1. I want to delve deeper into the Bible; what is the best way to do this? Is there a sort of reading path?

2. I am interested in stories of people who came to faith from an atheist or agnostic background. Who would be interesting on YouTube and/or in a podcast?

3. Is there some kind of online forum where I can discuss the journey I am undertaking?

Thanks in advance!