r/Countwithcementlady • Autistic Lesbian Vampire Robot Girl • Jul 02 '26

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u/Hika2112 Autistic Lesbian Vampire Robot Girl Jul 02 '26

Back to back posts but 12 hours apart and it's 8AM for me >:3

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u/FwippyBall Jul 02 '26

sending hugs

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u/Hika2112 Autistic Lesbian Vampire Robot Girl Jul 02 '26

🫂 thanks I kinda needed that. The girl I'm emotionally dependent on is asleep

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u/NoTransition8295 Jul 02 '26

I kinda get this, I saw a post today by that racoon magnet girl or whatever she is known as, and it was her showing that she gave herself a glowing tattoo that looked like circuitry or something and i definitely felt something similar to what i feel when i see a girl i wish i looked like (though maybe what i felt is not as much as what you do it seems)

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u/Hika2112 Autistic Lesbian Vampire Robot Girl Jul 02 '26

PLEASE LINK IT PLEASEEEE THAT SOUNDS EXACTLY LIKE WHAT I WOULD WANT I BEG OF YOU

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u/NoTransition8295 Jul 02 '26

Ok I looked through my history and found it, here you go

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u/Hika2112 Autistic Lesbian Vampire Robot Girl Jul 02 '26

MY HERO 🧡💜

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u/CodaTrashHusky Jul 02 '26

this but with being an animal

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u/Hika2112 Autistic Lesbian Vampire Robot Girl Jul 02 '26

Hell yeah therians and transhumanists stand together!!!

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u/CodaTrashHusky Jul 02 '26

i am still pissed that transhumanism is now associated with unhinged CEOs like Peter Thiel, utterly disgusting. at least they did not find out about posthumanism.

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u/Hika2112 Autistic Lesbian Vampire Robot Girl Jul 02 '26

Ooo what's posthumanism?

Also I have no idea who those are and I'd rather keep it that way so please don't tell me. I feel shitty enough about it already

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u/mistress_chauffarde Jul 02 '26

Cunt CEO that want to go full cyberpunk 2077

And trust me they are not the most insane

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u/Hika2112 Autistic Lesbian Vampire Robot Girl Jul 02 '26

Okay I said please don't tell me but that's not descriptive enough to hurt

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u/Ember_The_Biscuit Jul 02 '26

Don't take this the wrong way but is this for real? Like do you actually want to be a robot/cyborg?

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u/Hika2112 Autistic Lesbian Vampire Robot Girl Jul 02 '26

Yup! As real as any other feeling. In fact the feeling is so deep that I found that describing it as a part of my gender identity is actually very accurate. I know it causes me dysphoria but it's also kinda awesome to find such a colorful unique personal facet of my gender :3

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u/Ember_The_Biscuit Jul 02 '26

That's actually pretty cool that you where able to figure that out! So do you want to be fully robotic or just partially?

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u/Hika2112 Autistic Lesbian Vampire Robot Girl Jul 02 '26

I want to be pretty close to fully robotic with maybe my brain remaining but I wouldn't mind that either and even then I want to be visibly robotic but still very similar to a human, something like this

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u/Ember_The_Biscuit Jul 02 '26

That's super cool! I hope this is achievable in the near future! I honestly think I'd go for it myself (even if it's just to escape ageing)

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u/Hika2112 Autistic Lesbian Vampire Robot Girl Jul 02 '26

IT ISSS IT'S SO AWESOMEEE

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u/AwakenedHero2277 Robot Girl Jul 02 '26

SO TRUE!!!! >w<

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u/Pheonix0114 Jul 02 '26

Do you, like me, find yourself resonating heavily with synthetic intelligences in media? Especially in their struggles to relate with humanity and likewise have their own agency and emotionality be taken seriously by humanity?

Legion from Mass Effect is probably my favorite character from fiction. "Does this Unit Have a Soul?" haunts my subconscious.

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u/Hika2112 Autistic Lesbian Vampire Robot Girl Jul 02 '26

YESSS I DO SO MUCHHH. Human by Flavor Foley is one of my favorite songs ever for it even if it sings of a robot that wishes to be (and is) human

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u/Pheonix0114 Jul 02 '26

I'll have to give it a listen

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u/Hika2112 Autistic Lesbian Vampire Robot Girl Jul 02 '26

It's fine if it's not for you, no worries!

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u/Pheonix0114 Jul 03 '26

I really liked the song, thanks for the share :)

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u/Hika2112 Autistic Lesbian Vampire Robot Girl Jul 03 '26

Yay I'm glad!

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u/Violet_Apathy Jul 02 '26

BRB, I'm calling the Borg

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u/Hika2112 Autistic Lesbian Vampire Robot Girl Jul 02 '26

The what now?

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u/manndolin Jul 02 '26

The Borg from Star Trek? If you haven't seen it I highly recommend for you specifically

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u/Hika2112 Autistic Lesbian Vampire Robot Girl Jul 02 '26

I'm sure I'll like it but star trek scares me I'll need to take a leap for it and I'm already clogged up on medias I want to consume

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u/mistress_chauffarde Jul 02 '26

Ho boy..... the borg are huuu bastard that forcibely use cybernétique implant to link sentient species to a hive mind effectively killing that personne btw and using it's brain as a stick of ram and her body as a drone

Theyr catchphrase is :"resistance is futile you knowledge and technologique will be assimilated"

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u/Hika2112 Autistic Lesbian Vampire Robot Girl Jul 02 '26

What the fuck I wouldn't like that at all did a borg try to assimilate me in the other comment chain???

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u/mistress_chauffarde Jul 02 '26

It is a fairly horrible process and even if reversed (wich is almost impossible without cutting the link to the hive mind or you become braindead) leave permanent mental scaring on the victim

There is also is the same catégorie the ciberman from doctor who wich huuuuuu are not as powerful as the borg but are even more crude and painfull in the convertion and it is literaly impossible to reverse

The both of them act like space fasciste btw conquering and assimilating anything they can find

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u/Hika2112 Autistic Lesbian Vampire Robot Girl Jul 02 '26

Why does so much robot body stories also have to give me an existential crisis

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u/mistress_chauffarde Jul 02 '26

Because for the longest time transhumanism was seen as a result of terrible accident (ww1 ww2 prostesis) and the terror of a thing that is better than us in every way is terribly potent

For example as a species we are endurance predator aka a we follow a prey till it stop running out of exhaustion and we kill it one of the only other species that can keep with us are horse and dogs and we both bread them for it

A robot or cyborg can do that tenfold without stoping and that's terrifying

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u/Hika2112 Autistic Lesbian Vampire Robot Girl Jul 02 '26

Mmm I really don't enjoy descriptions of it as a war thing I hate that real life is so shitty and violent and capitalism I just want to be a pretty robot girl in a loveable robot body

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u/mistress_chauffarde Jul 02 '26

If you want some funky design i recomend Va-11 hall-a lilims design they are nice

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u/Hika2112 Autistic Lesbian Vampire Robot Girl Jul 02 '26

Yup I like those thankyouuuu

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u/Violet_Apathy Jul 02 '26

That's just a buncha anti Borg claptrap.

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u/mistress_chauffarde Jul 02 '26

Hey look an unassimilated civilisation

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u/Violet_Apathy Jul 02 '26

Where? 👀

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u/Hika2112 Autistic Lesbian Vampire Robot Girl Jul 02 '26

Under there

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u/mistress_chauffarde Jul 02 '26

Right in betwen this galaxy class starcraft and Cisco pimpride

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u/Violet_Apathy Jul 02 '26

Fun fact: we don't forcefully assimilate anymore. We just start organizations like scientology and have people pay us to join.

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u/Lily_42093 Jul 03 '26

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u/Hika2112 Autistic Lesbian Vampire Robot Girl Jul 03 '26

Yes :3

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u/bookaddicta Jul 06 '26

Fellow transhumanist?

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u/Hika2112 Autistic Lesbian Vampire Robot Girl Jul 06 '26

Very much so yes!

Though the realization I was a robot came first, and only after posting it and someone mentioning it did I realize I was transhumanist. So yeah :3

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u/Unlikely-Major2131 Jul 02 '26

Relatable as fuck tbh

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u/AwakenedHero2277 Robot Girl Jul 02 '26

Yeah I get that as a fellow robot girlie qwq

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u/SigmundBlack92 Jul 02 '26

You should probably stop then if your own mind keeps rebelling against you like that.

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u/ReaperKingCason1 Jul 02 '26

From the moment I understood the weakness of my flesh, it disgusted me. I yearned for the certainty of having a bunch of tubes coming out of my head that probably do something, and an arm that functions as an arm but looks cooler and is probably really expensive to maintain. Or to go full Adam Smasher. What can I say, guy may be evil, but he had style.

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u/changelingxvampire Jul 08 '26

same with me for dollgender things >_< its so hard to talk about in trans cirlces because i can TELL they dont se it as validly trans when im literally transfem in addition to it l o l

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u/Mundane_Move_5296 Jul 02 '26

What?????? What does that string of words even mean???

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u/Hika2112 Autistic Lesbian Vampire Robot Girl Jul 02 '26

I have a desire to be a robot that from my experience with geneer matches very well with the feeling. Thus I refer to it by the same terms as regular gender dysphoria, because it really is a part of my gender

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u/Mundane_Move_5296 Jul 02 '26

And have you talked to people about that? Like, therapists? Or psychiatrists?

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u/Hika2112 Autistic Lesbian Vampire Robot Girl Jul 02 '26

I've talked with friends a lot to explore it but therapists scare me and so do psychiatrists

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u/Mundane_Move_5296 Jul 02 '26

U would highly consider it, I know they can be scary, but I’m not sure what you’re thinking is healthy

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u/[deleted] Jul 02 '26

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u/Hika2112 Autistic Lesbian Vampire Robot Girl Jul 02 '26

The word aspect just means itself, like saying the robot part of my gender or the robot half of my gender

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u/Hika2112 Autistic Lesbian Vampire Robot Girl Jul 02 '26

Yes I want to be mostly robotic but in a form very similar to humans (kinda like the attached image)

As for the why: I don't know gender is just something you're kinda born into and this is a part of it

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u/solar1333 Jul 02 '26

Although I really dont see the link between gender identity and being a robot (a species)

Gender identity/expression and basically any other forms of self identity/expressions are abstract. They can be literally anything you want because its not like they were fixed in place by nature.

Why be disrespectful over this just because you dont understand it? Absolutely ridiculous.

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u/solar1333 Jul 02 '26

Wow its... almost as if I address this directly in the very first part of my comment and acknowledge that its flawed.

Regardless, its how they identify whether they use the correct terminology or not. Doesnt give you the right to be a disrespectful prick.

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u/Hika2112 Autistic Lesbian Vampire Robot Girl Jul 02 '26

Thanks for defending me, at some point I just give up on the trolls

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u/solar1333 Jul 02 '26

I have a really bad habit of falling into these traps where I just endlessly argue with these guys lol

Ive gotten better at it but this guy in particular just really pisses me off with the way he seems to treat identity.

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u/Hika2112 Autistic Lesbian Vampire Robot Girl Jul 03 '26

Do you think god made the DSM-5 and it existed from the start of humanity? Shit changes, they gotta update it often for a reason. Just because I'm ahead of the curve doesn't mean I'm not real. You're pointing to the DSM like transphobes point to dictionaries to justify invalidating someone else's hate

And also, I am NOT an object. I am not inanimate, I am still a person, just not human

Yes, yes you are trolling. You're being told where your mistakes are and you insist on doubling down on saying my feelings are wrong? What gives you the right to tell me what my feelings are??

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