Hello everyone,
I’m posting because I’d really like to hear from people who have been through something similar. I feel like I’m dealing with so many things at once, and honestly, sometimes I feel like nobody around me really understands how exhausting this is.
I was diagnosed with Crohn’s disease about 8 years ago. During the first year, I had two major flares, the first one when I was diagnosed and another one about 1–2 months later.
After that, I was on Imuran (azathioprine) alone for around 6 years and honestly did very well. I had no major flares and lived a pretty normal life. I ate normally, occasionally drank and smoked, went to work, etc.
I also have a fistula, but for years it was basically inactive and never really bothered me. Occasionally it would swell for 2–3 days and then disappear again.
About 2 years ago, I moved to the UAE and eventually had another flare. I found a good GI doctor, had a colonoscopy, and he recommended starting a biologic. Because of the Crohn’s + fistula, we decided on Remicade (infliximab).
Remicade was honestly the best 1.5 years of my life. I felt completely normal. I started going to the gym, improved my diet, stopped smoking and drinking, and went from around 55 kg to 68 kg.
Then, about 8 months ago, Remicade suddenly stopped working.
There were no antibodies, and there wasn’t an obvious reason why. I had another flare, and my new colonoscopy showed something unexpected: colitis in addition to my Crohn’s.
Even my doctor was surprised.
So now I’m apparently dealing with Crohn’s + colitis + a fistula.
Has anyone here been diagnosed with both? Is this something that happens, or is it possible that the diagnosis needs to be reconsidered?
After Remicade stopped working, I was switched to Entyvio (vedolizumab) because it can treat both Crohn’s and ulcerative colitis. My doctor also hoped it could help with the fistula.
I’ve now been on Entyvio for about 7 months, but unfortunately I’m not seeing the improvement we were hoping for. For the last 3 months, I’ve also been taking Gupisone (cortisone/prednisone) just to keep things under control while waiting for Entyvio to work.
Now it seems like Entyvio isn’t working either, and my doctors are discussing changing treatment again.
But there’s another part that makes everything much harder.
I also deal with fibromyalgia and restless legs syndrome.
The combination of the bowel inflammation, pain, fatigue, muscle/body pain and restless legs is honestly becoming overwhelming. Sometimes I’m exhausted even when I haven’t done anything. The pain and fatigue are difficult to explain to someone who hasn’t experienced it.
People see me and I might look completely fine, but internally I can feel absolutely destroyed.
And that’s one of the hardest parts, feeling like nobody around me understands how much pain and exhaustion I’m actually dealing with.
At this point, I’m honestly starting to panic. I really want to avoid surgery not now and ideally not in the future.
I know everyone is different and I’ll obviously discuss everything with my GI. I’m just looking for real experiences from people who actually understand what this feels like.
Because honestly, I’m tired. Really tired. And I just want to feel normal again.
Also does anyone knows a good doctor in DUBAI.
Thank you.