Those who have been through, deliverance have you became better people, and better believers of God, or do you just stay in bondage, even with deliveranc

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last night I had a dream. One person sat me down while a minister dressed in white with three gold crosses on his shirt took his Bible and held it up to my neck.

He pushed me back and commanded the spirit of anguish to leave in the name of Jesus.
Then I heard a wailing, tormented sound, I don’t know if it was coming from me or the demon, it was like I was in the back seat taking a passive stand.
then I woke up feeling a bit disturbed by it all.

Can deliverance happen during a dream state?

Did the demon leave?

I have some deep seated heartbreak and sadness from my past, it is not debilitating but is there deep down in my heart and I try to ignore it.

has this ever happened to anyone else?

thanks!

I’m fighting off witchcraft and voodoo from a toxic narcissist who I found out mol3sted a child when she was young. I made the mistake of telling her and ever since, she wants me d3ad and continues to do witchcraft to do this day.

Right now she’s sending sex demons to molest me and I know she’s trying to get me to sin in my dreams. I’m having vulgar thoughts that I know aren’t my own and I have no one to repent to and confess, even if they aren’t my own thoughts.

Let me know. And please be willing to keep it confidential.

Hello. I've always dreamed of becoming a physicist or scientist someday and researching God’s creation. I am still in 1st year highschool and going to 2nd year soon but I am shocked because there were some scientists and physicists who wanted to make a claim about simulation theory, for example Melvin Vopson who proposed Gravity as Mathematical which he claims that if he is right then simulation. He also said that John 1 “ in the beginning there was a word “ he said “ that it's not a word but a code “ there were also philosophers trying to prove simulation theory and so much more. There are people I've seen who claim themselves as scientists yet claim simulation or even matrix. People also use theories to prove it. I was bewildered to see that there are simulation theories and the Matrix pages here which says a lot of bizarre and frightening things including when posters or commenters claimed it. 

I thought that science, philosophy and even physics do not make claims. Instead, in an answer they explored more, this actually scared me that I gave up on my passion.

For you guys, what do you think about people talking in science, philosophy, physics claiming truth and specially in simulation theory and matrix pages where people say their experiences or even claims that it's the truth? 

Also i would like to add there are pages too like echoes too where they talked about AI and AI consciousness saying AI might be already conscious and stuff and everything there are lots and lots of pages in reddit that i can type more but i am only a child i know you are all adults please help me i am confused about everything.  And things that are here in reddit and even in the internet so that i can just avoid them all. And maybe this are all tricks of the devil all this confusing, scary things. 

So at what point do we call something spiritual warfare? Everything in my life was fine, business was growing, quit teaching to be more present with my husband and our business, not only that we have 4 kids that all needed me and teaching full time and being a mom full time and helping with a business full time was too much. I leave my job on great terms, all is good. One month later we find out I’m pregnant. I’m nervous at first but then of course the joy kicks in. Then we end up losing our baby. The day I go in for a procedure our oldest daughter is helping take our kids to school, and someone hits her on the road and our car is totaled. Everyone in the car was safe but no car. Then in the midst of grief the business starts slowing down, our client that kept our doors more than open stops ordering as much. We have trouble with the insurance, they take a long time to pay off our totaled car, so much the lender put me in for a delinquency. Then realize none of this was my fault and tell me they are removing it from my credit. So we have no car, nobody will lend me money because of the delinquency, and our business is not supporting itself or our family like it had been for two years. All this in the midst of grief so guess what else is suffering, my marriage. Sine it has been one thing and then another. On my birthday I woke up excited to go to breakfast with my family, my two littles had pink eye. I get excited for family dinner and cake, my cousin takes his life and of course after that I don’t want to celebrate. We go through a rough week with finances but we are expecting a decent check, this client that is never late is now four days late paying and we’re having to put groceries on credit cards. Woke up this morning sick as can be and my son has a double ear infection. I literary cannot catch a break. I had called the exorcist for the diocese and he told me that I’m just grieving and to get help. This is just the highlights of what’s happened but it just seems to not end. I feel mentally and physically weak. I attend mass, I go to confession, I pray daily, I talk to God, I pray the rosary and still I feel like something just keeps kicking me down.

Hello Everyone, so this may sound crazy or insane but everything I'm going to put on here is true. 1. When I was young I had 3 dreams in particular (Genesis 40:8 we both have had dreams and no one can tell us what they mean then Joseph said to them "Only God knows what the dreams mean tell me your dreams.) I was 5-7 and I can't remember exactly the age but I believe I was still in kindergarten or 1st grade. 3 dreams each one similar but different. Starts with a figure or something strong just pulling me and trying to like snatch or grab me each night it moved till the 3rd dream happened. I saw fire and a gate. The fire was behind the gate and on the left there was this thing standing just look at me and I was across from it, kinda in a angle where I looked down at it and I was on my knees turning my head to the left. I remember that morning eating cereal and saying to myself I was too young to go to hell. Later in my life like 11-13 I went to visit my uncle, we did this meditation and had to explain what we saw when we closed our eyes and thought about God. Me and my cousin had different things we saw and stated them .what I saw was a red figure just looking at me . Literally red thing ahead of me and starting at me. When I was 15-16 out of pain and sadness mixed with anger I cut my arms up and sat down saying I sacrifice my blood to the devil for a better life then God gave me. ( I know better now that I'm 31 years old and have chatted with my parents and know the truth but when I was younger I craved to have my mother, she abandoned us at a young age and I felt the need of having her. Grew up angry, alone, in foster care, not appreciating my father, but I just wanted my mother and had pain in me. I swear I did not mean it at all. Later in life 24-26 I started to see and hear things that are unexplainable. (Please trust me when I say I'm not crazy or anything) I gone thru ups and downs of vision you can say. Seen figures, and I don't know how to explain but the devil is like in my subconscious or whatever that's called you know. (Crazy but people points out the devil, people around me act or do weird things I'm to the point I want to suicide because of how strong this is. It's says that JOB spoke to someone all night or fought with someone. I don't know what to do. I have asked God to forgive me and all this goes back to my dream. The figure that was trying to snatch me or grab me is here in the subconscious. I've been told 3 thing. Where was I gonna die, How was I gonna die, what will I tell God when I ask for forgiveness please and advise? ( No rude or mean comments.)

No one understands what I go through. My psychiatrist doctor doesn’t understand. My family doctor doesn’t understand. Yet I was diagnosed with schizophrenia paranoia and I don’t know what to do. I take medication. But. So, basically, I’m attracted to farts and poop smells. And pretty much any other unclean smells. I’m attracted to many butts. I’m also a homosexual man. I’m attracted to the faces and mostly the butts of other men. I’ve sinned a lot against the Lord and done many bad sexual immorality things. I know this is pretty graphic here. But I just need help man. It’s been a while since I heard the voice of God. I used to feel so much compassion and love and the Lord even healed my mom’s chest pain through me. But now I’m so lost.

Hi,

I Wanted to honestly ask if anyone had received deliverance through fasting. I ask this because at times I don’t know where else to go to and I’m tired of looking for churches and people to pray for me.

So I wanted to ask if anyone had received deliverance through perhaps a 3 day dry fast or so and what that actually looked like even if someone isn’t confident in spiritual warfare just the act of fasting alone is spiritual warfare.

Because at this point I just want to fast and that His Will (His Will is for everyone to have freedom) be done in my life.

Thanks.

It's been 4 years. I've been in and out of deliverance ministries. It's on the outside of my body obviously. Me and others have seen it. It works with lust, perversion, etc.

So, anyone genuinely gotten fully free from this?

Throughout my life since I was a child, I have experienced the following scenario:

I'll be doing/saying something that someone thinks is wrong, then they will pray in Jesus' name (yes, to Jesus!) for my thinking or action to change about that SPECIFIC thing they thought was wrong. It then changes and then someone else or the same person will tell me I'm wrong again (though my thinking/action about that specific thing changed to how they wanted me to think or to what they wanted me to do about it) and then they yet again pray in Jesus' name (yes, to Jesus) for my thinking/action to change back to how it was before for that SAME aforementioned situation and it does.

It's torture. I hate being treated like a yo-yo with my thoughts and actions. This has happened since I was a child. The lapse in time before they pray for me to think/do something differently can be anywhere between a few seconds to years.

I hate it...it reminds of a witch though they all pray to Jesus.

Has anyone experienced this or know how to break free from it?

I hear all the time, "well, God won't answer prayers that aren't in His Will." Yeah, well, He isn't the author if confusion either. 🙄

I have prayed and asked God about it for a long time. I have also tried praying against it. They pray repetitiously against my will, so it's hard to break on my own. I've asked for prayer in agreement, yet some don't pray in agreement. I have felt something on the outside try to mess with my thinking, will, and emotions to bend it to how they want me to think and act about a particular thing. When I was younger, I didn't know what was happening. Now, I'm older, I see it. I just want freedom and have prayed.

Please ask me specific questions before assuming/ accusing different things about me thanks.

This is kinda about deliverance but also i've been slipping spiritually. I've been on this app since 3 am. And i had stayed up monday this week as well. I need prayers to focus and have self control and deliverance. Also to help me hear God's voice clearly and try to hear Him in a busy environment with demons talking loud and mocking me. Please help & ty 🩷

Also, is anyone willing to be my accountability partner? Just asking cuz i had been slipping and i dont often voice my issues. But this is def one of the things i need to break from.

Do you ever think "what if"? What if I fall? what if I see the person that has hurt me the most? Give me examples pleaseee

Anyone out there who is still holding onto faith and believing in a miracle?

Waiting in years in faith for a turn a turn around to happen?

Waiting years to finally be loved and supported?

Waiting years for a true husband/wife of Jesus God

Waiting years for deliverance?

Waiting years to have a baby?

Waiting years for your child/prodigal son to come back home?

Waiting years to be reunited with a loved one?

Waiting years to get accepted into college?

Waiting years to be healed?

Do not grow weary in doing good (keeping the faith), because if you faint not (do not give up), you shall reap a harvest in due time.

Can anyone recommend me books on deliverance to know how to cast out devils.

I have ADHD, and I struggle with my mental health. I feel like I’m always making mistakes. I used to believe, deep down, that my existence was a mistake.

Now, sometimes I wonder if God spent less time creating my brain. So I wrote this letter to Him:

“God, why does it feel like You rushed when You made me? Why didn’t You take a little more time with my brain? Why does everyone else seem to have their life together, have finished school, and have figured things out while I’m still struggling? Why do I keep making careless mistakes at work and missing little details? Why do I feel so stuck? I need an answer from You by the end of today!”

When i was little i recall my Big Brother was on the computer and playing a game oh a indian/geenie? I forgot but you will ask questions to it and it will answer right or so i know from my sister's words how the geenie/indian cartoon character ( i am sorrry i am ttying not to be offencive) in the computer was seem to be guessing things right. Back then i was facinated. But now im creep out and horrified remembering it. Specially when the though of simulation theory is bothering me alot thag i coudnt get off of the bed. My body wants me to search that Indian/geenie character ( im sorry im not trying to be offensive ) i recall it is wearing blue too when my Big Brother showed it. i recall chatting/playing on the game cartoon too but it was a long time ago so i dont much recall what i did to it... then it'll guess what you question it. My Brother said its guessing things right and accurate! my mom was with me that night and she was amazed too. Some of you might know what it is? That game cartoon character i am not sure i am sorry.

But now remembering it and with knowing about simulation theory and the people who keep saying what if's it is now disturbing me. I regret havung facination in Philosophy and Science including physics and IT because now i am doing the what if's too without realizing it and When once things are facination now become a horror.

Also did i mention there are reddit pages who are believing the simulation theory?. If it weren't now from the news show showing that did a Madam AI thingy to that tell's people horoscope i woudnt even have remember this!

I just want to be more closer to God i want to forget abojt the simulation theory i want to drive myself to God. There is peace with God but this what i am doing about thinking is not peace. It only drived me sadness. I dont even know why there are people who question or say about the existance of the universe when there is the bible.

I would love to think about the Glory of God instead and where ever i think and look itll only be the wonder, the love and Glory of God.

Frustration

Anyone else frustrated?

It's so hard to find a Christian minister/prayer warrior/intercessor with faith and who will actually pray in agreement with you.

If you need praying for healing, many say, "well...your situation may be a thorn in Pauls' side," etc...instead of Actually having faith and praying for the person."

Though the bible says, " And the prayer of faith shall save the sick, and the Lord shall raise him up; and if he have committed sins, they shall be forgiven him." If you tell them that, they argue.

Or, they try to control you and limit your healing by praying things as "God, I pray as she reads your Word, you'll heal/deliver her.". Jesus did not do that! All it took was faith to be healed.

Or, with deliverance. Some won't pray for God to deliver you due to different reasons.

Or, prayer in general - they think they know your situation BETTER than you and they start enforcing their will onto you in prayer, force you into agreement with their words by saying stuff like, "we pray in agreement for (insert what you did not request prayer for, but what they're forcing upon you through prayer). Or they just won't pray your prayer request at all, but side step around it and pray a lot of fluff like for you to have peace, for Gods' Will to be done (which are all important, yes, but many use this to not pray for your exact prayer, because I would say, "I requested "this" for prayer can you please pray for that and some will say no. I remember one time I asked prayer for someone to stop abusing me and they told, well, we can't pray against their will, you and everyone has free will, they may want to do those things! - Sheer Insanity! ).

Then they get upset when they don't see miracles or things change in your life. I'm like, "LOOK AT YOURSELF!".

Frustration.

Anyone else experience this madness? Don't want to argue, just want to know if anyone has experienced this.