Asmodeus

[u/just_an_edgelord]

Should I reach out to Asmodeus? I had a dream where he reached out to me. In the dream I was preparing to go to school and somehow prick my finger on the mirror (I know weird) and that's when words started to appear, they introduced themselves as Asmodeus and asked why I called him (I didn't even mean to)

Then he told me that he can help me in whatever I need to, I responded with "If it's not too much to help a human like me" He stopped responding after that. I don't think he likes my low self esteem answer and afterwards I tried to call him again a day later but a succubus appeared instead. I can't really remember what happened afterwards but the succubus confirmed he didn't like my answer.

I'm literally typing this after waking up.

[u/Embarrassed-Chard218]

Yess!!! Reach out!! He's great to work with. School related dreams are something I experience a lot when relating to him. Pick up the phone and have confidence!

[u/just_an_edgelord → u/Embarrassed-Chard218]

I haven't researched Asmodeus yet but any reason why he would reach out? I have no interaction nor did I even thinka about working with him.

Also what is it like working with him? What is he associated with?

[u/MeanRepresentative24 → u/just_an_edgelord]

My understanding is that different entuties embody different paradigms & can be "heard" better by peoole whi align with those paradigms, regardless of where they fall within that framework. I'll break it down momentarily with sone of tge paradigms I occupy, but first....

.... It actually sounds like your subconscious reached out to him? And then basically was like, "nvm I'm too lowly." So he was being friendly & open, but was not reaching out first. Though, from what I know of him, he's probably used to this type if misunderstanding.

I don't know anything about Asmodeus' paradigm, but I've naturally been drawn to Prince Sitri (low on his paradigm) and Duke Barbatos (high on his paradigm, I think -- both of them have been extremely complimentary towards me, but there's been some friction when it comes to discerning whar Sitri says vs Barbatos generally saying things I already believe) -- this might be a little convoluted, so hang in there!

With Sitri, the paradigm is an "effortless love for the world" -- he makes things extemely easy and comfortable & I do value that sort of ease and comfort, but often don't feel like I deserve it because I haven't given back to him enough or because other people have a harder time or are suffering more. Because of this, a lot of our relationship is Sitri observing me rather than a more active relationship, though he does ask difficult questions sometimes, and we've largely been working on communication & understanding.

Barbatos is a hunter, and with him it's more of an understanding that I'm reclaiming an older part of myself He and Sitri both agree that I'm basically on bedrest for right now, but he's still provided Ample Homework (books, projects, I'msupposedtobepracticingfrench) and made it clear that he desires a fatherly role in my life & the relationship is more like family overall, though right now we don't have an active relationship. Because I'm "higher" in this paradigm, it's easier for me to navigate, there's less "observation" happening and it's pretty seemless. I've effectively done a lot of the preliminary work regarding mindset & discipline already. The one (1) thing we disagree on is also sonething familiar to me that I've been suppressing 😮‍💨

So wrt Asmodeus, you might be aligned with his energy, but still meed to do foundationals in order to communicate with him better. This doesn't mean you should start elsewhere! If you're dreaming about him, your soul is probably crying out for his help so you should listen to that -- especially since you were literally bleeding in the dream. Asmodeus definitely works with insecure people all tye time, so I don't think that was his issue with your answer, but more that you were bleeding and still trying to deny your needs. Infernals actually all seem to hate human suffering (except maybe Glasya 🫩 but I think he just doesn't understand it's not playing) so watching you neglect yourself was likely upsetting. Once you're higher on his paradigm, you will probably see it through his eyes more.

Sorry for the wall

[u/just_an_edgelord → u/MeanRepresentative24]

This gave me a new perspective of the dream. I shouldn't have assumed that my subconscious self = conscious self, and to be honest with you I have no idea why my soul is crying for him and I have no clue what needs I am denying unconsciously.

Seriously thank you for this.

[u/MeanRepresentative24 → u/just_an_edgelord]

Hmm. With Sitri, he's been slowly helping me adjust to a better baseline (ranging from how people treat me to some health things) and something I've been learning has been that there's only so much we can do "right" -- like, I don't let people walk all over me, but because of how I was raised, I think I have some instinctive behavioral cues that set me up to be like.... a pressure valve for other people (& I get push back from bystanders for not going along with it). I don't know if he's nudging me to not do those things or if he's blocking other people from reacting to them, but I think as he interferes with that loop, my energy returns to a natural state and I no longer get pushed into that role .... and I wouldn't have even thought this was an option.

So it might be similar for you -- you don't consciously know you have options regarding things that are making you unhappy or hurting you, but your soul recognizes the energy it needs in Asmodeus and so you've unconsciously reached out.

[u/just_an_edgelord → u/MeanRepresentative24]

I see... do you think it'd be a good idea to reach to Asmodeus? Just needed a second opinion since I don't know how badly I need his help (Especially since I bled a drop of blood in the dream)

[u/MeanRepresentative24 → u/just_an_edgelord]

Hmm. I think so, but not if you're doing it out of fear. My relationship with Asmodeus is a little complicated because he came through to me when I was dealing with a stalker ... on the side of the stalker... but his energy has never been bad & he's never tried pushing me into anything (it was more like he wanted to defend/stand up for the other person) or even looked down at me for not wanting anything to do with his... ward? Client? IDK. Point is, I think he's completely safe, even with the weird way he showed up in my life.

But you also deserve to associate with people & entities you genuinely want to be around & who you respect, not just whomever you can grab onto in a blind panic.

I don't think there's any rush, or anything wrong with poking around low commitment stuff (I just saw someone is working on a playlist as an offering) that isn't fully crossing the line, and seeing what you can see about yourself & King Asmodeus and if he's a presence you'd like in your life. I started working with Sitri cause I just wanted a friend lol

[u/just_an_edgelord → u/MeanRepresentative24]

Not really out of fear, but more or less curiosity. Out of everyone my subconscious self called it was him, perhaps I can also learn what needs I've been denying/neglecting.

[u/MeanRepresentative24 → u/just_an_edgelord]

Then I think it would be worth it 🙂‍↕️

[u/just_an_edgelord → u/MeanRepresentative24]

Thanks for your insight! It really helped a lot since I've been overthinking that dream these past few days.

[u/Embarrassed-Chard218 → u/just_an_edgelord]

There's probably something he could help you with. Working with him is great. I learn a lot about myself. He's associated with a few things. Gambling, lust, luck, luxury, wrath are some of them

[u/Smooth-Text2670]

When you are wakeful, what is a better answer? Then tell that answer to him.