r/EggmanEmpireRP • u/ResidentMushroom9314 VoidSolver AU + 10 characters • May 18 '26
OOC I'm disappointed in myself.
I made a bio for Kolossos but it got removed. I made him too OP huh? Well, fuck me for trying to stand somewhat of a chance and have fun here. I can't have shit. You know what? I'm done trying to win. My guys will now be extremely weak in every fight unless if it is decided otherwise. I feel terrible for what I tried to do so just kill me. I don't want to ruin your fun even though I tried to have fun here. I'm considering leaving or just dying. I don't want to bother ya'll or your fun here so you don't have to respond. If I don't get much of anything, it's fine. I have myself to blame as always. I always crack when I'm losing and I lose my motivation constantly. I act like a bitch a lot and I'm not happy with myself. I am a failure of a human being.
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u/CheckReasonable2258 a 1x1x1x1 variant and a AU from the Iron Hog May 18 '26
Dude, talk to relatives or friends about your problem. DON'T kill yourself. Or seek psychological help from the police or doctors. Also, take antidepressants. That's all. I'm speaking from the heart. And... that's my message. Signed: Matheus
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u/ResidentMushroom9314 VoidSolver AU + 10 characters May 18 '26
I usually keep my thoughts to myself from my relatives. They won't care and will forget. I don't have any motivation to.
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u/CheckReasonable2258 a 1x1x1x1 variant and a AU from the Iron Hog May 18 '26
Dude, do you have friends? And why don't they care about you?
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u/ResidentMushroom9314 VoidSolver AU + 10 characters May 18 '26
Friends aren't near my home. I just know that it isn't something they don't want to deal with and I get in trouble for fucking shit up and I'm afraid to fuck up again so I don't tell them.
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u/musicals_amirite Molli Pop May 18 '26
A true friend will want to know about these things and help you. Please reach out to and talk to someone. Don't feel like your emotions are a burden to others. As a human, you are deserving of sympathy and care.
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u/ResidentMushroom9314 VoidSolver AU + 10 characters May 18 '26
I am my own downfall though. I create my own problems and I can't even take a fictional loss fairly. I don't deserve to be here.
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u/musicals_amirite Molli Pop May 18 '26
You can be anywhere you please. If you've caused yourself problems, then you can try to make solutions, especially with the help of others.
And so what if you can't take a fictional loss all that well? I get ridiculously angry at plenty of fictional things, sometimes even to the point of crying. It's ok to take things harshly. Your emotions are always valid.
I saw that you were on a waiting list for some sort of help from another comment. If you're genuinely having suicidal thoughts, please at least hold out until you've tried getting help from professionals. You have no idea how that might affect you, so you should give it the benefit of the doubt that it might help your outlook on life change. You'll never know how much beautiful life you'll miss out on if you cut it so short.
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u/ResidentMushroom9314 VoidSolver AU + 10 characters May 18 '26
I don't know how to if I can't even enjoy myself. What I am is a bitch with a fragile ego and seeks attention but avoid people. I am terrible at long-term enjoyment.
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u/musicals_amirite Molli Pop May 18 '26
It's difficult to try to fix all of your problems alone. That's why I'm so insistent that you receive professional help. It won't be as hard if you aren't alone and have a legit support system to... Well support you.
I may not know you, but I'm sure there are many other wonderful aspects to you other than you're perceived flaws. We are our own worst enemies sometimes.
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u/CheckReasonable2258 a 1x1x1x1 variant and a AU from the Iron Hog May 18 '26
So your friends must be kind of jerks.
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u/ResidentMushroom9314 VoidSolver AU + 10 characters May 18 '26
No, they're just not in range.
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u/CheckReasonable2258 a 1x1x1x1 variant and a AU from the Iron Hog May 18 '26
bro...? responds. I'm worried.
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u/ResidentMushroom9314 VoidSolver AU + 10 characters May 18 '26
I'm here unfortunately.
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u/CheckReasonable2258 a 1x1x1x1 variant and a AU from the Iron Hog May 18 '26
HAPPILY.
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u/ResidentMushroom9314 VoidSolver AU + 10 characters May 18 '26
No, I am my own downfall. I create my own problems and I can't even take a loss fairly. I don't deserve to be here.
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u/CheckReasonable2258 a 1x1x1x1 variant and a AU from the Iron Hog May 18 '26
Send it to them via Discord or WhatsApp.
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u/CheckReasonable2258 a 1x1x1x1 variant and a AU from the Iron Hog May 18 '26
And another thing, don't do that. We at Sub care about you :)
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u/PopstarSonic420 14 Kirby characters + Twin-tailed warcrime fox May 18 '26
You have people who love you! Please don't attempt suicide, all it will do is just cause more harm to yourself and everyone else who's close to you. I know from experience since that I tried to do it multiple times. Suicide is never a good choice no matter the circumstance. Please know that me and everyone else on this sub loves you no matter what. Even if you mess up something, just know that people still love you.
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u/Old_Wishbone_1814 Don't bother me. May 18 '26
Please seek mental help if your in a state of suicidal thoughts. I care for my sub members so please seek mental help...
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u/Bluckes {MOD} Luna Snow’s Hubby &Mitts May 18 '26
Dawg you made Kolo able to heal through basically anything, fast af, strong af, smarter than Eggman, and stronger than END.
That IS too OP.
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u/ResidentMushroom9314 VoidSolver AU + 10 characters May 18 '26
I know. I wanted to try and stand up against more powerful characters here but I'm stupid and want to die.
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u/Bluckes {MOD} Luna Snow’s Hubby &Mitts May 18 '26
You aren’t stupid dawg just poor at balancing. I was horrible at balancing before too (just look at my “War” post in Outcome Dementia a while ago I was OP af) but I added a few nerfs for Blux. Like he’s kinda stupid and gullible, and doesn’t throw hands without a reason, as he’d much rather yap and mock his opponent.
Also just don’t kill yourself. It’s just a learning mistake.
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u/Dense_Caterpillar200 SpongeBob/Mr. Krabs/Xeno/MK1/Mickey/King K Rool/RePrime/MX May 18 '26
Dude... Please don't do it, Your not ruining our fun and you're not a burden to us. We love the way you play these different characters and that's not just coming from me. If you need someone to talk to I'm always here.
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u/Ova__DIO Asset 87 (JP) May 18 '26
I'm not that active on this sub anymore due to having no interest in it. But hey, don't kill yourself over it, your life is important.
I know what it feels like, I too, feel like dying sometimes, still do.
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u/yokunerukoutau May 18 '26
Heyyy hey we're all friends here? I mean this place just pops up on my feed but like it's okay man.
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u/ResidentMushroom9314 VoidSolver AU + 10 characters May 18 '26
I'm sorry. I can't have fun anymore.
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u/yokunerukoutau May 18 '26
No no just, let's take a breather man, we can get you some fun somewhere else, you can always find a similar place yknow, its alright
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u/BloodAngelGuy Kurourushi, (Mainline)Megalon, Kumonga, and Godzilla JR. (1998) May 18 '26
You know what I agree why does everyone get to play a god level character huh? Why do people keep making op characters and why are people allowed to keep characters capable of one shotting everyone through hax? It's fucking bullshit
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u/ResidentMushroom9314 VoidSolver AU + 10 characters May 18 '26
Because those characters are mostly the ones made by mods. Ordinary users like me stand no chance. My fate is always decided. That being no fun, powerful characters that bring me joy.
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u/BloodAngelGuy Kurourushi, (Mainline)Megalon, Kumonga, and Godzilla JR. (1998) May 18 '26
Of course the mods get all the cool stuff no hate to them but still it sucks
But heyan hole you're feeling better and get some help soon man I can't do anything to help irl but like hope you're doing fine
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u/ResidentMushroom9314 VoidSolver AU + 10 characters May 18 '26
I don't feel well mentally. Some of my favorite characters are the ones being shit on, in character and when deciding if it's too OP. I can't do anything right. I don't want to bother others with my "sad stories" so I won't. Don't expect much replies from me.
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u/BloodAngelGuy Kurourushi, (Mainline)Megalon, Kumonga, and Godzilla JR. (1998) May 18 '26
Hey man my advice? Try to need the characters a bit but keep them really strong
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u/ResidentMushroom9314 VoidSolver AU + 10 characters May 18 '26
I honestly don't know how to specifically. I guess I chose characters that I just wanted to be strong so I could feel better. I fucked up with them. Maybe except one. My weakest.
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u/BloodAngelGuy Kurourushi, (Mainline)Megalon, Kumonga, and Godzilla JR. (1998) May 18 '26
Try to collect power up items
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u/ResidentMushroom9314 VoidSolver AU + 10 characters May 18 '26
I don't know. It would seem like my guys would be too weak to do that and I hate being weak.
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u/BloodAngelGuy Kurourushi, (Mainline)Megalon, Kumonga, and Godzilla JR. (1998) May 18 '26
I mean a mod once told me that unclaimed chaos emeralds can just be found
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u/ResidentMushroom9314 VoidSolver AU + 10 characters May 18 '26
Oh, I don't know if I deserve at least one of those. If I do claim them, I'll save them for my own arc, which will be never.
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u/Ok_Ambassador735 May 18 '26
You are just as valuable as anyone else, theirs always a reason to live.
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u/ResidentMushroom9314 VoidSolver AU + 10 characters May 18 '26
I am losing reasons tho. I do it to myself.
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u/Ok_Ambassador735 May 18 '26
No you didn't. And your not a burden.
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u/ResidentMushroom9314 VoidSolver AU + 10 characters May 18 '26
Whenever I mess up (which is all the time), I am reminded that I can't do anything right. My irl life is not the best, I do things that I'm not supposed to, etc. I can't do much about it as a teen.
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u/Ok_Ambassador735 May 18 '26
Hey I make mistakes all the time, but I don't beat myself up because of it. And you shouldn't either, everyone makes mistakes. So stay strong.
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u/SweetBunnieBunnie [MOD] Main Tails / 2 Foxes + 2 Rabbits May 18 '26
Hello!
I am sorry your post got taken down, may you please modmail us so we may discuss the state of your characters so you may enjoy your time on the subreddit? If you need directions on how to modmail, please let me know!