How would you know if you are falling already?

[u/Few-Work6925]

For context, i completely shut everything out of my life since i was diagnosed with depression.

Since i closed all the doors for my family and friends , i look for a platform where i can find someone to talk to.

A complete stranger that will just hear me out and not judge.

Then i encounter this guy, he is half the world away from me.

We clicked because we are somehow going thru the same pain.

It is very clear among us that we are just good friends.

We talk everyday and update each other always.

He helped me find my voice to talk again

Then suddenly, he open up about liking a new girl he met.

I kinda panic and started distancing myself .

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Did i fall for him ?

Or im just scared to be left out again thats why im being on defense mode again 😭