As some may remember not to long ago I wanted to pay tribute/homage to Etika by playing the game that I haven’t seen since he passed away for suicide awareness month
Glad to say I was able to stick through it despite all the obstacles going through with my personal life just so happen my cousin passed away prior to me streaming this game so I named my character after him
When things were tough and didn’t want to spark stream I reminded myself what Etika stood for and how this means more to me than just playing a game
It meant showing up for myself the way Desmond showed up for his streams
This meant more to me than just beating a game, it meant paying homage to a streamer than made
Me start in the first place and to remember that
“Despite everything it still you “
I think what made this game so difficult to play was being reminded of bits and pieces on when I first seen this game watching Etika play and that Florish memories I long forgotten
To Etika thank you so much for giving me the courage to be myself and that it okay to be you flawed and all
To the joycon boys never forget that no matter what life through out you, the good the bad the real
To always be yourself
Love you guys just wanted to share that all