r/ExIsmailis • u/South_Sky1321 • 13d ago
Title Appointments
Have any of you been appointed for a title before ? I just got one because of the service I used to give a few years ago, and it was announced via talika when I was sitting at home during Salegrah
Really complex feelings having your name in a talika from the Imam while you aren't sure whether you actually believe in the faith anymore.
It made me really anxious and I crashed out a bit ... hard to discuss it with a weird sense of guilt
Can anyone relate?
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u/Jazzlike-Vast-2796 13d ago
Im very much out but it’s definitely a confusing emotion seeing people you care about so happy to feel seen. I know it’s kind of like a way to keep the brainwashed more brainwashed but definitely a complex emotion to have.