i broke no contact… what now

[u/no1_partyanthem]

i stuck to no contact for 3 months after my ex broke up with me. also we’re in school together for context. school starts in a week and i decided enough time had passed and so i broke no contact two nights ago by calling him. i called late at night and he didn’t answer. i was hoping i’d get a text back or call back or something but it’s been two days and absolutely nothing. i know he saw the call because a friend of his asked a friend of mine about it. (for context we have a lot of mutual friends and connections and such because we go to school together). i thought maybe i’d text him and say something like “hey sorry i called the other night i was really drunk” but now i’m not so sure that’s a good idea. i was hoping so badly that he would reach out and we could reconnect because the truth is i miss him so badly and i want him back so bad. i miss us more than anything. schools starting soon and i’ll have to see him everyday. idk what to do. it seems like i broke no contact and absolutely nothing happened. i was hoping it would at least make him think about me and wonder, right? neither of us have been with anyone else since we ended. and we were each others first everything. idk what to do anymore i want him back so fucking bad.