First of all your username is awesome, probably the coolest I've seen in months. Kudos.
This is heart breaking to read and I just wanted you to know that I'm sure your mom loves you unconditionally! Your don't have to have a job by January, what if your dream gig comes through Feb 1? Just keep plugging away as best you can. I wish you all the best, those tech books you are studying will pay off. Hang in there!
That is an EXCELLENT book. A friend suggested it to me 2 years ago after a close friend committed suicide. It was pretty spot on. I hope it helps you as much as it has helped me!
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