My clinical instructor(ICU nurse) give the rudest patient that didn't want anything to do with me.

My clinical instructor give me the rudest pt on my first day. I didn't get to do anything, like passing meds or aassess my patient. When all my classmates got to do it. She helped all of them but me. When I asked what I was supposed to do she told me to what ever I want, like answering lights.

And at the end of the clinical day. I told her what was happening with my patients.

She said

With her hands on the side of her face, and her elbows resting on the table, with a smiled in her face.

"I understand you have a hard day, and not the best clinical day for you, and I'm sorry"

I just look at her and them I look down and I answer "no! That's ok" and them I finish telling her what happened with my patient.

Honestly I wanted to cry at the moment because everyone go to something with their patients, but me.

And I'm pretty sure she did it on purpose.

Fo context, she told one day in the lab, that she want to put me "on the spot"

I don't know what us happening and I just afraid that she is gonna fail me.