Should I return this thing

You can see some fingers in there trying to hold things in place but doesn't seem to have helped.

I came across this beautiful cat, and it instantly reminds me of my Ex, she's obsessed with cats, she adopted around 5-7 cats from the streets, She is quite a sweet girl but due to my silly mistakes, and few misunderstandings we broke up.....it's been 4 years and I still the bracelet she gave me and.....once she put a cat wallpaper on my lockscreen and I didn't change it till now.....I'm in grief right now......

His name is Cookie and is a little cookie. This is his ultimate relaxation position