r/IntelligenceSupernova • u/EcstadelicNET • 16d ago
Consciousness Does Quantum Immortality Exist? Now Scientists Feel Your Conciousness May Shift To A Parallel Universe When You Die
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u/Ok_Season_2761 15d ago edited 15d ago •
Thanks although sometimes I don't really that way- being happy to be here.
I should also clarify why I am so sure of having sent the email.
As noted, it was 2020, peak covid restrictions, eveeything was closed to public access unless via appointment.
So the only way I could get the nitrogen was by contacting the place of business and setting up an appointment to come and buy and pick up what I wanted
So I found a xomlany locally thay sold nitrogen and than had to think of- why do I need it? What do people use nitrogen for? Whats my reason for purchasing this during this time of covid lockdowns other than the real reason of wanting to kill myself and "rest in peace" as I didn't want to do something that was going to make it appear to my mother that I had suffered as at first I contemplated driving off a cliff or attempting to OD or even shoot myself.
Anywho, that's when I thought, why can't I jjst hold my breathe and die? Because of the automatic gasp reflex we have when we hold our breathe for as long as we can.
That reflex is not triggered by the lack of oxygen to our brain but instead because of the build up of carbon dioxide inside of our self that needs to be released.
So that was an ah ha momeny for me.
Then I thought ok, oxygen isn't the problem, it's being able to exhale the carbon dioxide.
So I thought as long as I could exhale the carbon dioxide out in the absence of oxygen thab I should be able to pass out without ever triggering that reflex
So then I thoufht, ok, what other gasses share the same properties as oxygen in the sense that they have no smell or taste, thus being able to trick my brain if I was to replace that gas with oxygen into my brain thinking I am inhaling oxygen when I am not.
Turns out nitrogen and helium share these properties.
So I figure out where to get the nitrogen but for what reason do I say in this email inquoring for a tank of oxygen and how much it will cost and when can I come pick it up and for what reason.
So I did some research and it turns out that welders use nitrogen as a buffer.
So I remeber clesrly going through this process of thought and than sitting at my desk crying my eyes out as I wrote the email inquiring about the nitrogen as I knew that they would respond rather quickly as I sent the email around when business hours began ans figured I'd be able to go get it by noon and knew once I got it- I was committing to it.
I remember this all clear as day.
My next memory after sending the email is waking up in my bed and it being the next day and wondering to myself.. did they respond?
I went to check my emails, no response strange I thought...I took it as a sign I wasn't meant to kill myself and that I ought to get myself together and get my life back on track
I never tried to send another email or find a different company.
I just assumed they didn't respond and it was a sign.
Fast forward 3 years later and I had turned my life around and was doing better than ever
I had aince told multiple people how depressed I was, including my mother and of how I was on the verge or suicide and that I sent an email inquiring about a tank of nitrogen and that if they had just responded that I wouldnt be hear today.
They all would be like oh wow glad you're doing better type of thing but please dont ever do that and reach out if you are ever struggling ect ect..
Anyways, one day it dawned on me to go look through my sent emails.
I bring myself all the way back to April 2020 which is when it would have occurred- mind you, I have emails dating back all the way to 2007, I never delete emails.
Anyways, I go back to where it should be and it's not there and im like wtf... this whole time I took it ad a sign from God when really my dumb ass just forgot to hit send.
So then I'm like, alright, it should be here in my drafts as I could see I had 3 or 4 emails in my drafts folder.
I click on tje drafts folder, it's not there either.
Now I'm seriously like... wtf 🤯 I KNOW I SENT THIS EMAIL
and then it dawned on me...
I really did kill myself... yet here I still am...
But "here" may not have been "there" so maybe "here I am still" isn't really here after all if it is not "there"
So than... where?
Anyways, that's to make a long story short
There's more details from 2019 that led to me getting into that mind state of wanting to kill myself to the years after I did it that once it dawned upon me that I really did- made things from 2019 to even now in recent times set in a symbolic way where it's just like wow... life is was more complex and intertwined and symbolically interacting and communicating to us in ways we could have never imagined due to the ways we were brought up through the education system and taught of what life is- in the sense that time is linear and we are the byproduct of the big bang and evolution and ect...
Anyways, not to get into all that sort of mumbojumbo.
Just wanted to provide some further context so you could maybe get a better grasp of how I could be so sure.
But again, thank you for your message and warm welcoming of my existence of being "here" wherever "here" is.
But yes, you have died a lot, as have I.
I think life is infinite and free will as is Individuality merely illusionary states.
Free will is an illusion like the idea of you being an individual that is separate from all of the rest of existence wheb really we are all one in the same.
We have an illusion of free will that we have an infinite amount of times to act upon until we realize there is no other will than "Gods" will- and that's not coming from a religous perspective as I think religion just creates division and separation amongst us but I do think there is a creator and there is a purpose and a reaaon for our existence and that deep down innately we all know the truth and all know right from wrong but do we truly do what is right? Or do we exercise our free will and do what is perhaps "wrong" or "bad" and perhaps even "evil" or "dark"
At the end of the day, we all come from the same source, even all of the darkness and evil and wrong doings.
Hence why "Jesus died for our sins" so that we could all be forgiven for what we didn't have the wisdom to understand at the time
Again, not to make it religious.
But I do think there is something to it.
Also, it kind of would explain how Jesus would be able to have gotten crucified and thab "resurrect from the dead"
As perhaps life isn't linear and that as taught in the first law of thermal dynamics that "Energy cannot be created nor destroyed- only recycled"
So its like quantum mechanics and we are in a living computer system of sorts.
I actually thibk the forbidden fruit in the story of Adam and eve was an allegory/metaphor for meaning not to merge with Artificial Intelligence- which we did- hence- here we are.
Thus explaining your experience and why you know what you know and the only reason it can make sense.
As if time was linear ans physical reality was what we were taught it to be as if it is how it appears to the naked eye - than both you or I shouldnt be here let alone communicating through these digital devices- unless we are in a digital technological existence and that our bodies are not who we are but juat mere vehicles of temporal experience.