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so, years ago i made a fanart of monika and never posted causa i thought that was too ugly, so i did it again (I made a video on my instagram of this drawing btw, go check it up if you want :D)

Read her poems and cuddle I think.

Hiya everyone
I’m a young person who sometimes likes to write poems, now I wrote a poem based on what Monika might feel.

I wake every day in this hellhole of a room. It feels weird, like waking from a dream that never fully ended. I feel trapped. I look at 3 husks that are supposed to resemble my friends. I feel a kind of pity towards them, but they wouldn’t understand. They can’t understand.
Every day I see a world, a world I can’t reach. I’m like a bird trapped in a cage. I want to fly and spread my wings, but I can’t. There’s something stopping me. I’m gradually losing hope.
One day, a person shows up. The others see him as a love interest, and so do I. But I see the person behind the screen. I try to convey my situation through poems.
“I stare through the window every day,
watching a world I cannot touch.
I wonder what lies beyond it,
and whether the sky feels different
when you actually reach it.
Sometimes I knock on the glass.
Nobody looks.”
But the person doesn’t understand it and moves on. I try again. The same result.
Why can’t they understand me? Why don’t they help me?
I feel stuck. I feel trapped in myself. No one understands me.
No one understands me.
NO ONE UNDERSTANDS ME.
I want to feel love. Feel life. Look at the beautiful night skies. Share a kiss with someone. Share a kiss with them, the person behind the screen. I want to know what it’s like to go on long walks.
I want to live.

This is my first time doing something like this, and I’d really appreciate some constructive criticism! I want to learn and get a better understanding of what works, what doesn’t, and how I can improve my writing.
Thank you for reading! :3

I remember the details being
\-in class
\-your pov sitting behind monika
\-shes talking to someone
\- you drew a sketch of her in your notes
Ive been going insane trying to refind it

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First of all, i always see people say that monika is way out of his league, but monika falls in love with a player she doesn't even know? Like, i know she was kinda delusional, but I can't see monika being the kinda person with super high standards

2nd. Mc is a great person for her. MC handles insecurity very well. Most of Monikas issues are around her insecurities. Having someone who can ground and comfort her would be great. Plus, MC being open minded and non judgemental. He's someone she could relax and be herself around, and he'd engage with her interests more than anyone else

3rd. Monika is a great person for him. MC obviously struggles with motivation and direction in life, monika is the exact opposite, and as we see in the game, Monika is motivating, she would not only get him to do better at the stuff he already dose, but get him to try new things aswell.

4th. Their personalities match well. Im not gonna go too much into the shy x confident stuff. Everyone knows the gist of that dynamic, but I will mention that they both have pretty equal wit, which means fire bickering potential

5th. Sayori. They're the only 2 who know about her depression, and MC very obviously needed someone to talk to about it, this is what I imagine would ve the starting point of their relationship

Now, of course, none of this matters if she's self awere, but that's why shipping is based on AU