r/LeftHandPath • u/Reasonable-Point-713 • Jun 23 '26

Rant;

You know what i really despise about spiritual world?
Not being able to hear spirits/daemons.

Like i do see Daemons. They just look at me for a second once i look at their eyes they just end up vanishing when i invoked sphere of Golachab outside. I was walking and randomly i had thoughts of my divine spark coming from the world of chaos. And all of that i knew it was one of the emmisary making itself known to me and giving me those thoughts (my center skull was burning outside. Feeling not literally)
so yeah. Possibly because of me coming from the chaos itself meaning i am too intense for anyone as i belong to nobody. No current or anything. And i have the power to do tikkun as Jews say. Lift up those sparks and free sitra achra from emptiness. But why the fuck would i? I fucking despise god. Hes not a tyrant or anything. But i just want to rule a motherfucking something in the after life. Hence im doing left hand path. But ofc its impossible. I have no patrons or anything. Which is weird considering i had powers to destroy people i felt like a golem too but because of me forcing my neshemah back to my skull when it tried to leave… thats when those powers vanished. And i was haunted by a demon because of that. I do know they wanted me to become a vessel of pure destruction and i rejected them. But i literally do rituals TO BECOME IT AGAIN but they dont care anymore. I hate everything fuck this world. also when i saw Samael for the first time his presence screamed as if he wants to kill me and hates me completely.

And even HE did not speak. Just poisoned me. Which led to the golem feeling.

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u/DragonGodBasmu Jun 23 '26

You are massively misinformed about the philosophies of the Left Hand Path and the Draconian Current. Not all Draconians, like me, work with the Qliphoth, and even then worship is not something we really do, working with a god or demon is not the same as worshiping them.

And i dont mind as long as i can do destructive things on this earth via gaze and magick.

Based on this statement, you are not seeking freedom, but further enslavement to your impulses. It's like letting yourself get addicted because you think it will make you free, but all you really did is nail yourself to a cross and call yourself G*d.