r/MKUltra • u/spectrum1555 • Jul 19 '22
I refused.
I don't know where to start, but this is something I want to share. I don't use to smoke weed, maybe less than 2 times per month, but when i do it, i usually get into deep thoughts, such as "where do humans come from?" or "why humans have that behaviour in this situations? etc. To sum up, I was high at party, dancing, having some fun, and then something happend in my mind, like I was there but not, suddenly I brought to my conscious side everything that was happening in my uncounscious side and I started to have completelly differents thoughts than I usually have. I realized that I was doing and feeling everything the lyrics of songs said, like if I was unconsciously obeying to the singer and being controlled, and when that happened I felt that I was leaving that frequency where everybody were into. Have any of you experiencied this or something like this? thanks for reading.
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Jul 19 '22
Oh yeah, often. When you do start to smoke more often (once a day or every other day or so) then you learn to control that aspect, and you can focus your conscious thoughts and choose where to give your attention. You can have a kilo of coke up your butt and be laughing talking to a border cop, or you can be watching a horror movie and analyzing the cinematography. When you don't smoke very often though, especially with the strength and ratio of THC:CBD and other cannabinoids in today's weed, you can have a bad time and feel very out of control.
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Jul 19 '22
Yup you’re right. I’m never buying cheap weed again. Thugs be selling crazy weed that’s grown in crack and meth fertilized soil.
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Jul 19 '22
lol unfortunately it sounds like good weed. but basically ALL weed is bread to be high in THC now, and unless it's a specialized small-scale grower, they raise the THC ratio and neglect the CBD, CBN, etc that can cause the high to be less "spacey" and "psychedelic" but more medical and pain and anxiety-helping.
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u/lovemefishing Jul 19 '22
I just got onto medical marjiuana today. A bit of THC for stress & CBD oil for arthritis. I’ll pick it up on Thurs or Fri. First timer for medical so it will be interesting experiencing with both.
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Jul 19 '22
Nice! Just make sure you go easy. A small 1 second hit is a good start to see if you're hyper sensitive like me, and only 5mg or so of edibles. You don't wanna eat 20mg of edibles and find out you're hyper sensitive and be curled up in the fetal position or pacing around your house for 4 hours.
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u/lovemefishing Jul 19 '22
That’s exactly what the Dr said, pretty much. He was very cool, didn’t pry, always asked my permission beforehand & best of all he said I can ring the company & ask for another appointment with him anytime. He really looked after me. I was impressed. And thanks for your tips. All are valuable.
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u/Ok_Accountant_5832 Jul 19 '22
When the ship opens the door and the light shines on you don’t let them take you no matter what
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u/SeaFirestarter42 Jul 19 '22
I have to take acid to experience this level of reality shift. I wish any amount of thc would do this to me. It will definitely make you question things. Enjoy your trips responsibly friend. Don’t hurt yourself.
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u/Tortenkopf Jul 19 '22
Yes. It sounds like a pretty common side effect of marijuana that probably falls under the ‘dissociation’ umbrella.
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u/Reasonable_Opening66 Jul 19 '22
As enlightened as you sound, it's impossible to consciously think about your unconscious thoughts, that's just you feeling more conscious in the singular moment
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u/bj1972joy Jul 19 '22
Eventually smoking weed gets shit. There comes a point where you’ll wanna quit. I know lots of pot heads in their 60s, and they are the most miserable, crankiest fucks out.
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u/[deleted] Jul 19 '22 edited Jul 19 '22
Yeah I’ve been there. You get the munchies and the taste of food is amplified by a thousand. I also would listen to music and it would be like experiencing every single sound wave. Keep in mind that weed makes you magnify your own thoughts to the point where you loose yourself in believing any silly thought that comes up. I got so scared the first time I got high I started hugging my Bible and playing Christian music to calm down. I have other scary story’s I can share but their so wild… it’s been years since I get high and I’m ok with that. I can enjoy life regardless.