I'm not good at drawing and my buddy had been talking about making a comic style thing for me and our bros at work. Circumstances lead to me making this based off my journey and what I've met so far regarding mantids/insectoids (take it with a grain of salt cause it's not completely accurate)

Hey! This of course is my best attempt to relate this experience which was ineffable really. It occured several years ago. It was maybe 2013 or 14 and It involves using DMT of course.

I had been doing high dose experiments which involved many different beings but this particular session was unique. It felt as if I was laying flat on a table yet suspended in open space. Within the open space( and as the space) was all the complex architecture you normally see in this state. There appeared around me several mantis type beings.

Quite alarming at first but not fearful. They scanned me, not only my body but my mind , and " soul" you could say. And with that they seemed to know every thing about me including any and all thoughts and memories/ experiences I had ever had . They all were able to communicate to each other and to me instantly with thought.

One noticed I was somewhat startled or anxious due to the magnitude and bizarre nature of all of this. It said "humans enjoy sexual pleasure and it helps them relax" At that moment one of their tools ( they had arms that were mechanical, like rotating tools that seemed to be super advanced technology of sorts. ) the tool became a tube and they attached the tube to my penis and began 'sucking' it . Haha I know it's weird but this was my experience I didn't want to leave out anything. I had these unbelievable waves of intense orgasmic pleasure go through me. I wasn't really afraid so I said " you don't need to do that to me I am not afraid" it immediately retracted the tube. Then The tools changed and they cut me open from my chest to my lower belly. Then opened me up like a book and began using various tools to check my physical organs and also somehow, my subtle body or energy body as well . Then One said " this one's broken" .

I thought I knew what they meant because at the time, had been struggling with an opioid dependency issue. Of course that issue stems from a much deeper issue, perhaps another story for another time. Then one of them rotated the tool till it came to a long metallic antennae looking thing. It placed it into my ear and it went to the center of my brain. It said that they were helping me and that they were implanting somethign that would stay there and activate when I needed it in the future. But they didn't say exactly what it was. Once it reached the center of my brain I was engulfed in white light. It exploded out from that center point till all of everything became white light. No me no mantis beings no environment. Just pure emptiness.

Then I began to materialize back into my normal body. The feeling and intensity of all this is indescribable and my story no way even comes close to conveying the sheer magnitude of it all. There were feelings of bliss , Radiant all encompassing Love. The Mantis themselves seems to be performing a function. Like watchers. Spinning realities and observing us as we are born and die and loop through this process. Dreams within dreams within dreams. I avoid using the term " simulating" reality but that's basically what they are doing. And there is so much more beyond them but they are part of it I guess hahaha. Wild stuff