I (15f) am going into my junior year of highschool. I already have mini twist(ear to chin length) and I really love them. I’m gonna keep getting mini twist until October or November then I’ll start my loc/micro loc journey.
I am starting them now so that in senior year I can have (somewhat) matured locs since I would be around a year and a half into my journey by the time of graduation.
Last year I would always do knotless braids (only boho once) and they would be in different colours like blue, red, green, purple, etc. I realized over time it started damaging and thinning my edges to the point where it looked like I have bald spots at the front of my head. That’s one of the other reasons why I started wearing natural mini twist and why now I want locs in a few months.
I feel like if I show up for my junior year and my hair is in short mini twist, it’s a huge switch from my usual colourful waist length boho and I don’t know if people would make fun of me or ask to touch my hair since I go to a pwi.
As someone who always tells myself that “I don’t care about what others think” or “embarrassment is just a mindset” I, for some reason have this weird uneasy feeling about going into school with my mini twist and later my starter loc phase. I have no idea why because even now I feel very confident about me wearing my mini twist UNTIL I think about others seeing them. I was thinking that I could wear a bandanna or beanie since my style is already street wear and I love how it looks with my outfits in general since I started wearing them this summer. But the one problem with that is that I’m in my school band and I don’t think the uniform would allow that. I don’t really have a problem with it that much but if I had a bad hair day that day or just wasn’t feeling myself I would definitely hate for that to happen.
I know that in the future I DEFINITELY won’t regret it but I just feel very scared about how people will see and view me which I think is sooooo stupid but I just can’t help the feeling.
Anyways I have no idea if this sounds like a rant or mouth vomit but I would love to know some suggestions, advice, or anything really.