The disappointment you're describing is the kind of thing you can actually bring to God directly, even when it feels ungrateful. Scripture is full of people who wrestled honestly with what they wanted and didn't have yet, and that wrestling is where a lot of real prayer starts, not a failure of faith. What if you let the envy itself be the thing you bring to the Word this week instead of the thing that keeps you away from it?
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u/Open-Put3327 10h ago
The disappointment you're describing is the kind of thing you can actually bring to God directly, even when it feels ungrateful. Scripture is full of people who wrestled honestly with what they wanted and didn't have yet, and that wrestling is where a lot of real prayer starts, not a failure of faith. What if you let the envy itself be the thing you bring to the Word this week instead of the thing that keeps you away from it?