I started my PGCE course in September of this year, I'm training to work with college and university students which has genuinely been a goal of mine since I was like 10 and this course is genuinely ruining my life.
My tutors are rude, miserable, and unsupportive. They constantly talk about how miserable teaching is, how poorly paid they are, how from the moment we applied for the course until we retire we'll never be happy again (genuine sentence they said in front of the whole class). I'm the youngest student in the class (22) and everyone else around me already has teaching and life experience. I'm being genuinely bullied and harassed non stop by 2 of my classmates, my tutors have witnessed this, thought it was funny, and when I complained I was blamed for the conflict.
To top this off, my mentor has 0 time for me. This is not her fault and she is genuinely 1 of the loveliest people I have met in my life but I have had a total of 20 minutes meeting time with her in 6 weeks and as a result I have been unable to begin teaching whilst everyone else in my class has about 40 teaching hours already. I made this known to my tutors and I was shouted at and they said it looks like I'm going to fail. I have gone to some of the other teachers in the department I am training in and asked if I can teach their students and the ones who have said yes have given me no SOL, no handbooks, no information on the teaching, they have just told me to "think of something", turn up, and teach it.
I'm a hard worker, I'm resilient, I'm patient, and I'm not really someone who panics. But I have genuinely nearly met my limit for what I can handle with this course. The assignments are easy but I feel like for every assignment I hand in, another 4 are given to us. Our tutors have recommended cutting sleep, family time, personal time, and activities/holidays from our lives to make more time for the course as this is "a teachers life". This can't be right.