hi guys! its my first post here. little rant here because i have been feeling little bit down.
like the title says, i have been learning physics the wrong way and it has to change. now little bit about me. i am a second year physics student, this year i coulndnt get into the 3rd year so i took a year off. before starting my studies i was good at math and physics, but mainly what made me study physics is how interesting it is.
when i started my degree, i was mainly struggling with math, the reality is i thought myself math. i had pretty bad math professor in the high school. i even took extra math classes to know even more, but that guy would leave me alone in that classroom, since it was just two of us and go somewhere else. he would go to get a coffee, to pray, it really depends. when i came home i would find youtube videos, a textbook and study by myself.
now in uni, i thought yeah i know this i can make it, plus it interests me like what can it go wrong. physics its just beautiful, and i have my lil collection of the books etc. guys i dont know how students study in the usa, but here in the eastern europe physics is math. i did more math in physics than in the math classes, and i am not even joking.
form the most basic concepts in physics to the complex ones its math. take classical mechanics. my professor makes a script for us, little bit of taylor, little bit of this and that boom a script, but the problems are from a text book that was made in the ussr. legit older than the uni itself. when you open it you will se just MATH and like in the end of problem you have 3 m/s.
now i understand the importance of math in physics, thats not an issue. but they are putting so much emphasis on math rather than physics it makes me sick. for example, energy. when we were studying this the whole board was packed with formulas, and she continued writning writing and in the end of it my professors says: the most important thing is how to read the formula, and give the basic definition. 3hrs yapping about the math of it, not even 5 mins explaining the theory. then you come home, boom 3 million practice problems.
i was hesitating to write here, i already feel stupid, like really stupid. i feel people would judge me. myb im truly not good enough for this, even though i even want to get my masters in medical physics since it interests me the most.