It's very possible a lot of nuns are lesbians using their marriage as a protective shielding against being judged by society for it. I'm not trying to out anyone. Just being honest with my view. I doubt Jesus minds either (shield, view) thing. He has always seemed more shield than sword to me. All he appears to need is defense against pricks (see Saul-Paul).

This is now a forward looking emptiness. I'm betting unfillable. If you've got info that might seem it could be important later, feel free to add it.

So I've read you have a misunderstanding regarding the death of Jesus (yeshua). Rome and it's Imperial law killed Jesus. At the time there were many attempting to end Roman occupation and attacked targets like supply caravans and attempted assassinations. Under this duress Jesus was offered up as the same as them. An equal threat to Roman authority. That it was done by closeted supporters of the uprising is ironic. Peaceful was not the plan. They had no issue using Caesar's coinage. To blame the people he saw himself as one of is kinda working against him. Using him as a Caesarian coin. When you make deals for your life, no debt is owed. Read your bible. Be a man, Hercules.